self-destroyed

i don't even know what i'm trying to do now.

i should have been better.

i'm sorry.

undone & undid

i've still have much things undone now.

need to go & just get a life.
i have the urge to change blogskin for now.
dammit.

i need space. i wanna live alonee.

many thanks.
(:

kept in

for some reason,
i didn't go out of my room today.
well, i did went to the toilet & kitchen occasionally.

but other than that,
i just did my own things in my own room.

it's good to be just comfortable in your own place, like as if you really belong here.

mind was just too occupied & talked to the hamsters.
something which I havent do for ages.

i really hope you're well.

behind every man, there's always a story in their eyes.
no matter how battered they are, they tend to live life to the fullest.

behind every smile, there's always some tears.
it's just a matter on how they look on forward to better days.

happy people doesn't mean they've a 'worry-free'/carefree life.

i truly salute to those who are able to carve a smile during their tear ridden moments.

I want to be that strong.

mind vs. science

*word of advice: dont take pictures, when you're RUNNING!*

*second word of advice: never put 2 noobs together*

we actually took quite some time to figure out how to take a photo
using zaid's phone.

holidays is always fun when you're spending/enjoying it like mad!
went supper yesterday night, as in, the night before till like 4am ++.
had supper at River-Valley with zaid, edmund & shiqi!
hahahah supper was mad with Zaid's bloody antics.

laughed like mad!

and shiqi was shot by zaid like x10000000 times. hahahahah ok, i'm innocent for once!

after that we slowly walked to Edmund's area.
hang around the playground and stared at the hunted block around there.
seriously, we actually sat there for like quite some time to look.

hahaha and zaid was like .. dotss.
i sucked at description, really.

& naz actually chased after me & shiqi during work! ran from mccafe, isetan then back to the kiosk! hahahaha

will talk about that tomorrow!
need to get some sleep.

should do this more often!
yay!! (:

unsaid words

One day, when everything coming to an end for you.
When you're leaving everything behind forever.
what's gonna be your last words, last thoughts & eventually the last person on your mind?

what happens if you've much more truth to tell
your feelings to say
more tears to pour
and reveal all the unrevealed truth?

you're about to take the first step but suddenly, you're just a little too late.

regrets?
no.
but it's just soo sad, that you don't even know.

bao-ing!

if life is a play...
(: