hey.

didn't have time to blog yesterday. was too lazy I assume ? I don't know. ahahaha.

Went to school was alright. Suppose to woke up at 7.45am cause lessons starts at 10 but instead i woke up at 8.30am. It was like I thought I was going to be late but the truth is, I'm one of those earliest down there. like .... *speechless* well, you get the idea. bahhh.

Compro was alright, revisions after revisions was all that we did. In order to prepare for our practical test which I'm not very sure how I feel bout it right now cause I'm having goosebumps and butterflies and whatever hell that suits the picture. Studying is always never enough. and god! I'm sleepy.

There's like a small little stage near the atrium in ngeeann. The funny thing was that we pretended that it was a wedding ceremony! & guess who's wedding?Well, you're right.. moi!hahahahaha. typical nonsense. my wedding with...with...WITH... i don't know.

it's like we crap-ed ourselves the way to class and the way home.

and oh! I have a question, should I quit my Advance Engineering Maths now? I mean its like not everyone are eligible to take it, but the thing is, I don't have time for it. I don't even have time for my 'normal' modules. I don't want my other modules to suffer just because of this extra module.

but..

hell, I have no idea.

p.s: I passed my eg2 quiz even though I didn't study for it? like 0.0

speak soon.

hey.

working yesterday was alright. I saw 2 actresses. One is Cynthia Koh ( I served her) and the other is erm.. I cant remember her name but I know she was "wan-wan" in Holland V. ahahaha. I know I suck.

Went home soon after and to my mum's surprise I reached Bukit Panjang at around 11.45pm rather than the usual 12pm ++ if I took train. The moral of the story is, the journey from town to Bukit Panjang is faster on bus rather than the boring old train.

Yesterday only had 1 idiotic customer. like bahhh, I don't feel like typing.

I've yet to start on revision. which clearly states I'm digging my own grave. Most probably I'll start this monday ? Maybe yes..

maybe no...

speak soon.

hey.

so I was working yesterday till 11pm. In the middle of working, I had a cramp on my lower left abdomen. That explains why I'm always siting down. No offence but yeah, I didn't feel like telling anyone. ahahahahaha.

collected my pay yesterday. and oh, Jasmine ! You're so pretty, you're so cute, you're so hardworking. *winks hahahahahahaha.

will be having examination break for 2 weeks starts next week. awww, that gonna hurt my pocket. like seriously hurt but in time to come after examination, I'm so gonna slog! cause I'm gonna miss scooping gelatos for 2 weeks and also to see all the "oh-so-good" customers and also not forgetting the "oh-so-fuck-up" customers. hmmmm.

and also the rest of the company and not forgetting our beloved daddy.

hope you readers can sense the scarcasm there.

I woke up around 11am to try and do my AEL online tutorial only to come upon a screen saying the page cannot be display. idiot. It's not everyday shilah is this hardworking and the mel has to be under repair on the very same day when shilah is very hardworking. god.

loving the song I've uploaded in my blog. don't know why but yeah, my choice of music has been very mellow. yeah that sucks.

chinese new year coming. invitations anyone? hahahaha. kidding.

have fun &

speak soon.

hey.

In school right now having my two hours break. Almost everyone skipped eecad lessons cause seriously we can do nothing much for eecad right now. Most of them has already handed in their assignments. so yeah, off they went.

I've completed my assignment E for eecad too but still i have to go for eecad since my work starts at 6. and tell me what I should do if I were to skipped eecad lessons? Might as well i just come for eecad to show my face and also a little tinee-weeny bit of give the teacher some face. ahaha!

having my cappucino which is freakishly bitter since I didn't put any sugar to it. AHAHAHAHA. Azizah's cappucino is also damn bitter lar. once you take a sip, you'll be awaken that instant! like yeah... you know.

will be working till 11pm and won't be home till 12 I think.

will update more soon. most probably tonight or tomorrow. we'll see.

speak soon

Family can sometime just get on your nerves, like really make yor blow your top off.

I didn't know why but yeah I've been sneezing since in the morning. I hate it when I'm like sneezing every moment like what I'm going through right now, sneezing in the middle of typing a post. i just hate it.

So yeah, I took a pill (for flu) and took a nap in my room the moment i reach home. What a peaceful nap it was until...

Mom & sister pop into my room to watch some indonesian drama on my room's telly. Oh yeah, my mom's telly and the hall telly cant receive the indonesian/malaysia channels and that explains the popping in of mom & sister in my room.

I don't mind if they jolly well respect my sleep. You can fuck the whole room if you want, but the telly's set blasting at volume 24, mum's complaining about some fuck, sister's handphone ringing is a jolly well FUCK UP! like enough is enough. I'm trying to get a life here and get some sleep. and so I blew my top of.tsk tsk tsk!

like life hasnt gave me enough to cope, I've still yet to study for AEL practical which will take place tomorrow.

But seriously, my fighting spirit of being number 1 and the best among the best has diminished as time goes by. I'm not aiming to be the best among the best anymore but just a mere "a passing grade is enough" like what the fuck is happening to me?

answer that question and you'll be my savior.

ps: happy 18th birthday Calvin.(=

speak soon.

hey.

life been pretty much eventful today. for example i didn't went for caem1 again! ahahaha. its starts at 8 and i was still in my little dreamland dreaming of ...dot..dot..dot. XD

Another thing, I didn't bring all of my eg2 tutorials even though I intend to hand in all of them today. Cause seriously Ole has been nagging bout us not handing in our tutorials. No, i'm not doing it for that Ole but for my percentage for the overall marks. My GPA is so gonna suck for this semester. with AEL on the list. dang. I can't get above 3.7 for my GPA again like I did for the last semester. oh no.

Janet was the one who reminded me bout eg2 tutorials cause she also didn't brought hers. I thought I did, till I pictured my fail lying on my bedroom floor before I went out of the house. and yeah like what typical shilah would do, start cursing herself to death.

Me: "Die lar, die lar, die lar"
Janet: "Don't die lar. Later got compro written test"
Me:"Die lar, die lar, die lar"

I swear Janet would kill me if she could. Cause seriously, the compro written test which took place at 6pm was damn difficult. Like difficult to the core. I'm scared that I forgot to write a semi-colon here and there. Writting in C language is like writting in some foreign language. It's takes time to get use to it. Like void main (void), switch(), while() and etc.

like whatever I've said. I should listen more to people's advice and be a little less stubborn.

humph!

speak soon.

hey you.

In the middle of some revision and suddenly feel like blogging. My timing sucks. I know that and now you know that too.

Will be having compro written test tomorrow which will overall consists of 30% of my precious little marks. But at the same time I will be sitting for eg2 quiz 3 which will consist 5% of my overall marks. weeeee. yeah... double happiness !!

*slaps*

The overall story is.... I'm so friggin dead. Going to kamikaze my eg2 for compro. ahahaha. Relax, theres still exam to make up for eg2 while I don't have exam for compro to make up for it if I didn't get friggin good results for it now. Planning is the road to success, well, except planning on the road to failure.

Will be working on Friday, Saturday & Sunday for this week. Exams coming and soo I have to cut down on my working hours justt for it. Went Starbucks to get ChocolateChipCream Frappucino today. Been longing for it even though I initially wanted to get a cup of coffee instead cause I know I'll been burning midnight oil for tomorrow's paper. Get a large cup for $7.50. and I drank it all alone. Self-indulgence should be good for now since exams is around the corner.

Had IAC presentation today. Overall the slides were pretty bad as we did it in the last 1-hour you see. But luckily theres a video to back it all up. The video is done by our very own Mrs Director, Azizah. aha. Nice lar. Don't worry. Thanks alot for saving our life.

That presentation finally mark the end of semester 2 IS modules! wooo. Every monday I don't have to come to school anymore. oh wait, theres still aem in the morning. dang.

*slaps*

speak soon

I have no friggin idea why I'm posting 2nd post of the day. I just feel like it. No, I don't have much time. I don't ok! Wanna try and come and take a peek at my "list of things to do" and get a feel of shilah's life? You're most welcome.

Was just doing some eg2 tutorial 4 when I realised that I should have started doing it sooner. But no, shilah was smart enough to drag everything to last minute and now friggin rushing to save her butt. So kids, when you have the time try and do something worthwhile like homework. Even though you're lazy initially, at least took pen and paper and start writing some shits and get those brain-cells working and gushing through your mind. Slowly you'll get the momentum of doing it and taadaa! Finnito before you can say "I'm dead."

Was blog-hopping a moment ago as I was getting sick of eg2. Blog to the wsss juniors to see where they are now. Some are in SAJC, PJC, and some MI. good to see that they are having fun. (i think) cause initially everything seems like a rosy picture isin't it, till you slowly get to the venom , feel the pain and die a painful death. Seriously, in life, there's alot of pressure no matter which friggin road you take.

Sister's cough is getting from bad to worse. Like really bad. All the best for you. Recover soon.

Will be working on weekends from 2-11. Hope it isin't gonna be anymore of a bad day. Like really, *fingers-crossed*. Getting 'sian' of it. I just wanna rest more and enjoy life more. But what's enjoyment without cash dude? If I were to ask from parents, they will be interrogating me like some police force. So a total no.

Eye-lids getting heavier every micro-seconds. I will call it a day then. All the best.

speak soon.

hey.

Been ages since I last blog but there's some things bout me that you have to know. Been busy with life that I don't even have have the time for myself. like yeah.. time flies and here I am running to catch up.

Trying to do eg2 tutorial 4 now. I was so bored of staring at the same question that I decided to blog. Have alot of deadlines & test coming up next week. I have to hand in eg2 tutorials on tuesday and will be having MOL revision and also quiz on the very same day. Need to complete and present IAC presentation on monday. Will be siting for compro theory test on tuesday too. Will be having AEL practical test & eeps on thursday. Life been such a fuck.

2006 is all history now. I should be able to get use to the new things surrounding me. School, friends, life & more responsibilities and all shit. Things change and we just have to move on finding a new savior. We've just begun on a new road of life. But however, looking back on life make me miss things which I've lost, missed and couldn't be saved. Reflections in my mind can just stay as reflections.

Ngee Ann open house started this afternoon. It's weird to see people in uniforms walking around Ngee Ann. Seen some old faces from wsss visiting Ngee Ann. I had mixed ideas on whether to seek refuge or just say 'hi'. But thank god, most of them are those I don't recognised. so everything's cool.

No idea on what to blog about. I'll end here and all the best.

heyyy.

This blog has been hibernating for quite some time. Due to overload work, project & schoolwork. Hope that explains. :\

I don't even know where to start right now. Let me just type down everything as far as my memory takes me.

Naz sms-ed me on Thursday asking whether I can work today (sat) and I thought I remembered I have something on today but instead I replied "okayy". Then when I'm back from school and told mum that I will be working on Sat, she almost scared the crap out of me by saying so loud "Ehh? Then how? The event?"

"oh SHIT!" was my reply. ahaha. what can you say when you're in shock ?

but it's okayy.. everything is "A" okay thus that explains why I'm blogging right now.

Oh yeah, last thursday I was going to work from school and decided to take MRT from Clementi to town. Okay, from Clementi I have to change MRT from City Hall to go to Orchard. But I changed the wrong MRT and went to Marina Bay. -.-"

ahaha. Luckily its only like 2 stops? I seriously not good in this MRT thing.

dushhhhh.

I have lots of project to be completed like in a few days ?

The List:
Compro Mini Proj.
ECPRO Industrial robots.
COMT
IAC.

Thats all I think ? If theres more I'm so gonna be dead.