construals

nothing much happened.
except that em3a lecturer, 'lua-lua' commented "nice hair" to me
during a bloody test.

& gonna go and rest first for now.
damn tired after hours of staring at the stupid screen doing ppt.
& i think im gonna be sick.
having some stupid headache and felt nauseous.
=\

& oh, cct test was bloody rubbish.
haiyaaaaa.

hope all's good.

finale

alright, change is the only constant.
people come and go.
however friendship made is never lost right?

it was my good friend last day at work today.
i'm sooo gonna miss him.
no more lord voldermort. ( inside joke )

gonna miss all the jokes, name-callings, carrot-top head & yes,
his presence at work.
wahlaoo, ok enough of emo.

we made him a good farewell 'party' today.
with cards & presents!
presents included 2 vodka, fcuk shirt, iguana figurine, baby food!
we forced him to eat baby food.
he has this baby-smelling smell.
yupp!

eat alot of stuff today!
sushi, cakes and i was like super full due to my
afternoon lunch which i ate at the wrong timing.
gahhh!

ermmm, can't remember much but pictures will take over!

I'M GONNA MISS YOU YUE-YUE!
ALL THE BEST!


card-making

calling up different people. ( damn cool )

group pictures all over

presents opening ceremony

pigs

there's more from where those pictures came from
but kinda lazy to upload them all. -.-

shit, have yet to start on ISP presentation stuff.
gahhhhhh.

lost

this is very super freaking scary.
i've forgot where i put my camera,
and it's not in my bag!

last seen:
just now, in the shop
trying to take a photo of edmund mopping the floor.
for the last time. ):

MAKE TIME FLY TO 10AM QUICKLY!

pardon me, but i can't sleep due to hyper-over-worriedness.

big girls don't cry

what was new yesterday?
let's see, i have short-hair & i bought a new camera.
which equivalent to me being broke all over again.
-.-

other than that,
everything was normal.
oh yes, i have some weird photos of someone.


trying to look hot.

awwww, don't cry! we're gonna miss you too! :D

cleaning up the carcass of a dead cockroach.

& yes, the freak me snapping all over the place.

time is running out now.
few more weeks...
whatever it is,

hope all's good!

new hair

i swear by god,
i look like some weird-looking toot now.
omg! ahhhhhhhh.
officially traumatised.

*snip* there's goes my fringe and long hair !
i have short-hair now, at least i got it done.
hahahaha, omg.
i have no more fringe! ahhhhhh.

grow, grow, faster grow!
damn that hairdresser for cutting my fringe in just a bloody snip.
maybe should get highlight tomorrow or whenever im free.

i sound sooo wrong.
but whatever it is, i'm bored with long hair!
and now, muahahaha, i can mess my hair up!

somebody please shoot me down with an arrow.

thorns

watched Little Miss Sunshine for Social Psychology today.
basically we have to list down scenes with different social norms.

went for dinner at Lau Pat Sat with the group members.
going there was just janet, azizah, weihao & me
since Mark decided to just meet us there since he got squash stuff to attend.
Walked around alot just for today.

Walked from Raffles Place to Lau Pat Sat even though we got lost a little.
Dinner was alright, the seafood and stingray was awesome.
Mark was horribly late & the people at Lau Pat Sat were scary,
they'll come to you with menus and all showing places where you can seat.
like as in more than 1 people from different shops will come and 'confront' you.

slacked at Fullerton Hotel and moved on to Clarke Quay.
nothing but just, chill & share thoughts.

slacking at Fullerton Hotel was cool.
nice ambience, but seriously if i were to live there,
as in if my house is like Fullerton Hotel, I'll be suicide-prone.
Everything look so gloomy, dead & lifeless
but it's nice.. i guess

the pianist and violinist who were playing, were good.
soothing, yet ...
the ambience there were relaxing.
everything was almost perfect.
but somehow..

i don't know.
i don't know what i'm actually thinking.
it's not easy.

virgo

saw something interesting from a friend's, friend's, friend's blog!

*****
VIRGO WOMAN

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with
confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to
look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from
her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She
can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one.
She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angel again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet words can calm her down. If you want to say sorry, make it
brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress, and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.
*****
*ehem* ahahhaha, some part is soo not me ?
don't know.

reap

i can't believe we actually skipped ACDA mass lecture
for slacking at Cheers eating cup noodles.
what can be more worth it than that ?
=\

anyways, it's mass lecture & i won't understand what the
lecturer would be talking too.
I would rather study myself. yup!

& yes, i would like to thank all those who supported me
cause i scored 70+ for DEL retest.
shocking eh, i thought i was going to fail.
when teacher was saying "oh yes, i've finished marking the retake papers"
i actually looked down on the table ok!

thanks eh!

Tomorrow going to school at 1pm for social psycho
& maybe dinner with the groupmembers after that.
I can't think of anywhere nice to go.

listing down my doomsday ( in case i forgot );
next tuesday will be maths CCT (15%)
FOOP test will be on 10th August ( there goes my national day )
exams in 3 weeks time.

hope all's good!

say goodbye

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared?
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets ?

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, with no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last.

:(

shoot

woke up late for school today.
lecture starts at 10am, yet i woke up at 845am.
but still manage to make it to school.

seriously, i should start thinking the moment i wake up
that going to school is a MUST & that i don't have a choice.

why?
i'll be in bed thinking, "should i go to school?"
then before you know it, i'll be late.
super stupid, i know.

just came back from some boring event.
seriously, please cutshort the talking
& get on with the presentation.
esp. when i have things waiting to be done back at home.

saw lots of people walking around reading harry potter's book 7 in campus,
from e-book to the book itself.
even on my journey to/back to school in bus, i saw people reading it.
the fever is back!

& sorry to edmund cause i kinda #$%#^ him this morning.
everything keeps on pissing me off. mood-swings i guess,
or something just bothering me but i just don't know what exactly.

school was okay.
everything pretty much the same.
pretty much prefer to be alone all the time nowadays.
more solitude and more thinking.

before i knew it,
3-weeks to exams, boring.
which inversely means, few more weeks to holidays!
yay!

need to do some tutorials now.
& anybody skipping ACDA lecture tomorrow?

hope all's good !

Hey Gorgeous

went to school very early today.
finally time for a change!

school was pretty much the same except that there's some
mediacorp artiste hanging around shooting the "Hey Gorgeous".
( read previous entry )

so there was fiona xie, ben yeo, dasmond koh & daren tan.
Fiona was hot while Ben was pretty funny, dasmond koh was cool.
oh yah, fiona xie wore this super high high-heels and silver leggings
under the hot sun and it was striking.
super high high-heels yet still vertically challenged ?
hahahaha ok, i'm mean.

& i didn't want to take photos with her lah!
imagine the height difference ?
kinda bad, very bad.

there were plenty of events in ngeeann today!
for whatever reasons ?
hiphop party, Hey Gorgeous & not forgetting some singing competition.
so overall, there's like 98.7 deejays and yup, those 4 mediacorp artiste in campus.
all in the same day is pretty too much.
saw paul two hill though!

other than that,
school was exceptionally slack today
& we stayed back in the library.


fiona with 98.7fm deejays.



sorry for the blur, using phone's camera &
i had to zoom like mad.

working tomorrow!

activation

Pardon me if I sound a little too hyper but finally this week is coming to an end.
The week which I predicted I’ll be busy ( trust me, I was busy )

Besides all the cons, I’ve managed to find that ngeeann library
is a good chilling place.
esp. those beanbags which i love to lie down on.
you'll be able to see me more often there from now on.

Telemmunications practical was manageable, helped Jeff in some questions.
Even though they didn't give the connection diagram but i managed
to find out how.

luckily i looked through past experiments.
THANK GOD!

DEL retest was rubbish.
this paper was harder than the first.
booo, not good.

slacked at Cheers with azizah till 830pm.
just couldnt get out of my seat.
slacked and the both of us were making alot of noise.
hyper for no freaking reason is kinda scary.

and here i am disturbing other people online.
hahaha, weekends is coming!
& yes, tomorrow's movie outing is cancelled.

ben and fiona xie will be coming down to ngeeann tomorrow,
hosting "Hey Gorgeous."
all the best to all participant!

too bad i can't be there, will be having ACDA practical.
speaking of which, school will start at 10 instead of 8am
since tutor cancelled FOOP tutorial.
yay.

oh yeah, one of the two shi-twin will be going off for camp!
have fun eh! woooo.

hope all's good

living madness

so many fucked up things happened today.

• I forgot to bring my lappy's adapter thus i have to send the final ppt to my friend.
• I asked my dad to send it to me in school, but he said he can't.
• My lappy's battery was left with 20++ percent thus, we decided to use my friend's lappy.
• We presented the wrong ppt, as in not the FINAL ppt.
• I forgotten the name of an experiment.
• I didn't stay back to study DEL with azizah, since i've forgotten to bring adapter & i can't study without music.

fuck you shilah.
if you've remembered to bring your adapter in the first place,
all this wouldn't happpened!
you just suck!

omg lah, sorry guys!

connection

while we were taking a break from doing our ppt,
we ( azizah & me ) slacked in the library with both mark & weihao.

hahahaha, generally the library was a comfortable place.
since i almost didn't feel like going home!

so while we were siting on the floor,
armed with bubbleteas and hot chocolate for myself,
azizah, weihao and me siting/laying on the greenbeanbags
& mark rather siting on the floor.
cause he thought the greenbeanbags would be smelly .

we talked about how guys thinks versus how girls thinks.
yup, and we totally shared alot of stuff!

like example:
boys:"if a guy that you don't know, adds you on msn and wants to know you,
what would you girls do?"
girls:"How do guys chase after a girl?"
boys:"what do you girls mean by handsome? and yes, we guys have many eyecandies like you girls too."
girls esp me:" Do you guys usually go for shorter girls?"
boys:"Isit true that usually a guy has to make the move first?"
me: " do guys tend to think practically or just follow feelings? like as in yaa..."

& lots more that we shared!

they're such fun open-minded people whom seems to answer truthfully.
wahahaha, or should i say by experience?

and yup, it great to know on how the other side thinks.
so it evens things out.

we even talked about past relationship that each of us went through.
and yes, girls tend to emo more than guys.
agreed! even the boys agreed.

talked alot more about problems and yup, nightmares of stuff.

and i almost fell asleep since the greenbeanbag is damn comfortable.
should buy some for my room!


crazy-whacks during ACDA lect.

feel the rush

i can’t believe doing a bloody simple ppt could make me cry.
Like seriously, what the hell?
i'm soo much stronger than this

But I guess, it’s not because of doing the ppt.

My DEL assignments calling me.
Yup, DEL assignments due tomorrow yet
I’ve did nothing & not forgetting DEL tutorials too.
EM3A tutorial 5, which I’m still stuck at some questions
due last Friday & i've been handing in late ever since tutorial 1

Yup, I can see all the minus marks for all the late tutorials.

I have yet to revise for my failed DEL common test papers.
Yup, I can see myself failing again.

it's this feeling of being trapped that makes me really, fucked.
it's like, you don't even know where to start doing things.
everything is just being piled one ontop of each other.
& yes, examination is around the corner yet i've yet to start revising,
being serious and yes, START CONCENTRATING.

but i can't concentrate. why?
cause the rest of stuff will be chasing me endlessly.
guilty strikes.

fuck, i shouldn't be blogging.
fuck, this never happened to me.

what's changed ?

you wanted truth

what's happening to me.
reading a friend's blog about him cleaning up his room/past
made me realised, i have yet to clear up mine.

i have no idea why i'm still hanging on,
with no hope at all.
we're in strangers' land now.

it's good to see you've move on easy.
maybe i should too, i've got my own life to lead now.

& i've waited long enough,
4 bloody years is long enough.

at world's end

i'm supposed to do ppt slides yesterday night
& send it to azizah asap.

but freako me fell asleep halfway.
and when i woke up, i saw the ppt slides wide open in my lappy
& some msn chats windows.
sorry for not replying to all.

i couldn't be bothered more with studies & projects
that i actually just snapped my laptop down
and continue sleeping.

i need sleep.

i have yet to prepare for DEL re-test.
results gonna screwed up again, i guess.
lame shit.

got alot of stuff yet to be done!
DEL e-tutorial 4, 5, 6.
EM3A tutorial 5. ( overdue, fuck )
Social Psychology ppt slides.

and yes, another project coming up
FOOP, shit programming stuff.

& i don't work well under stress and pressure.
i tend to worry things so much earlier so that
when it actually happens, it will turn out perfect.

i'll send the ppt to you first, but since i have no
conformity notes with me too i guess it's better you
do your parts first azizah.
i'll do the rest on monday.

work later.

only sweeter

this week been pretty bad.
yup, been really busy.

went home quite late almost everday.
like today, reach home at 9 plus.
damn.

by that moment,
my vision turned blurry, my head getting heavy, my eyes keep on closing, i dragged my feets home & yes, was pretty much hungry since i ate lunch and not dinner.

Came home to see nobody at home. alone once more and just the way i wanted.
since family went to visit uncle in malaysia. rush off to greenridge to buy dinner before banquet closed.
damn shit.

Next week would be pretty bad too it seems.
Wednesday would be presentation consisting 30% of my overall marks.
Thus, will be spending time on it on Monday & Tuesday.
When wednesday is done, i need to study for bloody DEL retest for thursday.
will also be having practical test for TP on thursday.
aaaaaaahhh, i can get through this.

i just hate it when i'm busy because it tends to make me falls back into time.
and yes, everything is strained and forgotten.
family, friends, bestfriends.
everything.
i'm sorry.

i wish the world has those CLICK gadgets.
i can fastforward all those bad times, sadness, stress
but slowmotion the sweet moments so that they won't barely be a memory in split seconds
:(

& oh yes, i'm in love with Pete Wentz's hair !

rat island

heard what ?

hahaha day was pretty fine today.
what else is fun when you're in school ?
but school went off pretty fast though.
surprisingly.

yup! tomorrow is friday and yay,
weekends coming nearer.
wooooo.

DEL practical kills me even thought life don't.
damn shitty! & i had headache from doing it alone.
was fucking pissed with everything.
decided to lighten things up so we had a little challenge.

faris & me were like competing each other on who can complete
the experiment first!
hahahha and ohh, luck was on my side
i completed before him !
better luck next time.



IC'S kills !

& yup, i got to think of something to do from 12-4.45 tomorrow.
school ends at 12 and i got to wait for the rest to end
cause we need to start doing on our powerpoint presentation.

this is bad.
give me something to do for 4 hours.

most probably i'll be walking around,
somewhere, sometime & somehow.

errrrr.

nothing but lies

have you ever chat to someone and suddenly you thought of life?
then thinking about life indirectly makes you cry.

i just thought that everything around me is soo wrong right now.
even the simplest thing in my life is wrong.
I don't want to do all these, yet I'm still doing it.
lying to myself is wrong.

Life seems fake in everyway.
You're retricted to stuff around you.
Law, money, studies & can't even do what you want.
it will be worse when you tied yourself up with someone.
someone who's suppose to care for you, be there for you in everyway.
contradicting isin't it ?

that's why i want to be alone for now.
we're taking different roads of life.
i'm kinda scared that if i were to change my life plan right now,
everything will not work & i'll lose both.
if that were to happen, it will be my greatest downfall.

what do i really want in life?
i'm already as far away from my dreams now,
i cant risk it any further.
i need to make my way back.

i'm afraid i'll lose everything i've ever fight for.

god, please make me better.
i don't like the way i am right now.
i've done myself wrong
like how i've done everyone wrong.

i'm afraid of myself.

ate

when i came back home just now,
saw mum doing laundry and so i decided to help!

While helping,
the clothes dryer was actually drying up some clothes &
it made some weird noises.
as in, machine noise! *boom, bang*
and i stopped in my tracks and looked at the dryer for a moment.

mum noticed this and she told me that when i was small,
i once cried when the clothes dryer started making noises
saying:

"mamaaaaaaa!! that thing is eating up my clothes!"

& oh, Junius is a great debate partner!

no artificial intelligence

Sometimes, I really wonder what makes us different from robots.
it’s like people don’t care what you’re going through,
the pain, the sadness, the worry and the beaten.

So what if you’re hurt?
So bloody hell what if you’re tired?
so freaking what if you're sad ?

That’s what robots do don’t they?
Monotonous, feeling-less, friend-less & not forgetting heartless.
They’re just some cold metal.

Even if you talk to them, they’ll just agree with you.
stuffs that you told them won’t leaked because
they didn't even listen in the first place.
How much it bites, they won’t feel a single thing.
They won’t feel the heartbreak because
they don’t even have a heart at all.

Unlike us humans,
We always feel the pain & we always wish for things.
We cry when it hurts & we scream when we’re mad.
We bottle up things so that people won’t pity you.

i have a heart.
i'm sick of expectations.
i'm sick of piling work.
i'm sick of all these.
i'm NOT a robot.

Use me as you will,
pull my strings just for a thrill.
Cause I know I’ll be ok,
though my skies are turning gray.

slacker

parents drove me to school this morning.
i was 30-mins super early today & so i suggested breakfast at canteen 1 with them!
hahahaha, super weird going around school campus with them.
but it was cool somehow.
:D

dad finally allow me to take up bike license!
but, i have to pay for it myself. he'll only be paying for driving.
what the hell ...
i wanna bikeee.

school was such a drag today.
everything passed soo slow!
managed to pay attention to DEL lecture.

meet up with the rest for lunch except that we didn't go for lunch today.
went to the library and slacked
i slept in the library lah! was super tired.

TP was alright since i paid attention too.
but somehow was quite emo after lunch and i decided not to go for em3a lecture.
I skipped em3a lecture to study em3a quiz tomorrow.
get it ?

i know nuts & my notes was half-ly blank!
soo gotta bother dhiya to borrow notes from her since she copied lots.
just came back from meeting her !
she saved my ass big time.


slacker!

boys armed with PSP, yishan armed with movies.

& ohhh, super glam pictures from work yesterday!

wahh, fierce!

edmund showing off his adam's apple.
or maybe not .. *runs*

hope all good!

study timeeeeeee.

rhymonia & save the earth day.

concert was great!

Met up with the group members earlier so finish up on the wikipage thingy.
i almost got grilled by azizah and janet due to some reason.
thanks for leaking my secrets ah someone.
i actually have to run around the atrium with my notebook.

went off for zihui concert shortly after that.
and did i tell you i didn't eat for the whole day until 10pm ?
i lasted on a small packet of chips, booster chocolate & 3 fishballs.
pathetic, i know.

after the concert straight went off for supper at bukit timah!
eugene was ordering soo much food!
some weird stuff like: plaster prata, tissue prata, paper prata & icecream prata!

hahahaha, and he actually treated us.
but we managed to force him to take 8 bucks from all of us!
2 bucks each from the girls.

separate on our way home and i took 184 home instead of cab.
cut down cost lah!

& shit, i dont think i can go gym tomorrow.
need to finish up on social psychology wikipages.
tsk, damn it.

working with twin tomorrow!
know how to reach me.


flowers just for you.

the crew rockin'

me, azizah, janet & eugene!

greeeen, save the earth day.

yishan, me & some freak sleeping at the back.

boooo!

icecream prata.

hahaha, and oh! taking this picture actually made myself look like a fool lah!

shilah: *holds camera phone* "one..."
yishan: *laughs uncontrollably"
shilah: "two.. three"
the rest: joins in laughing.
shilah: *blur*
the rest: *shouting* " the prata can smile ah!"
shilah: "ohh, ya hor!"
all: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

how stupid can i get ?
& i swear yishan was laughing like mad!

ok, going off to finish up project.
i swear, projects one after another can make me go mad.

till then.

research's playacts

seriously, you'll never believe what we did on 4th July 2007.
as research playacts, we actually went around town wiping/polishing people's shoes.

well basically, we're testing out how people reacts against abnormality around their surroundings. it's like, something like you don't see everyday and whats's your immediate reaction towards them/ it.

what would you do when something out of the ordinary happens?

so if i were to wipe/polish your shoes,
what will you do?


ehhhh, what laugh-laugh?

scrub janet & weihao! scrubbbb!

so sir, what do you think of this?

laugh somemore shilah, laugh!

ermmmm, hi ?

mark, janet, weihao, azizah & ME!

i finally realised i have no green top.
oh my god, need to get my hands on some.
need to buy some new sneakers too.
shit, i'm broke.

GYMING SOON!
yay.

practical test.

4pm can you quickly come?

& so, had FOOP test just now early in the morning.
i practically have to drag myself out of bed!
if there were no practical test, i would have already ponned that lesson.
serious.

i was early since there were only few of us waiting inside the class.
8am lah! 0.0
ok, shouldn't complain much.

and now, here i am
waiting for 4pm so that i can sit for the ACDA practical test.
& bloody hell, since i'm no. 12 in the class list, i'm in the 2nd half.
the 1st half can take at 3pm and ciao after that.
sooo much for: Noorhashilah ( the list is according to the name. )

hahahaha, and junius is beside me right now:
freaking out over his project.


7th july 7pm at NP Convention Centre.
see you there!

information burned.

imagine it's 1130pm and you're studying alone.
a friend called you & you answered.
& your friend on the other line was talking soo fast and panicking the whole convo.

junius : "hey! hi!"
shilah : (wanted to reply but.. was interrupted.)
junius: " i'm sooooo sorry to call you so late but my memory card was burned &
all my projects informations are inside!"
shilah: (wanted to say something but..was interrupted.)
junius:" is there anyway you can extend the dateline? please?"
junius: " we have to redo right? can? possible?"
shilah: " yeah, you have to redo or fake the results."
junius:" yeahh, can you extend the dateline?"
shilah: "huh? ehhhh, did you call the right person?"
junius: " huhh?"
shilah: " i'm shilah !"
junius & me : "omgg!"
junius: "i thought you're tutor!!"
shilah: " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

junius is tha' man!

*laughs & dies*

i'm outta control

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET!

realised that this term IS takes much more of my time
rather than last term IS.
=\

but yet, today experiment was interesting.
hahahaha, going around polishing shoes on unsuspecting candidates.
oohh yeah.

went off upon finishing the experiment!
met up with shiqi for dinner at sakura & walked around.
visited workplace and slacked.

and she's being weird right now by telling me stuff that i can't see
cause she's now at the airport waiting to board.

"ehh, i'm at the koi pond now!"

when i'm at home, facing this black, square-ish & dead machine called laptop.

and yup, somebody lost her way in the airport.
have a safe trip & have fun!

and here i am, dragging myself doing FOOP trial labtest.
just a mini update: i've already email the draft and it's 453 words in total.

doubles our joy and divides our grief

sometimes even parents & their children fight.
( like as in argued & not talking to each other. )
but yet, they're still one family & how long can a fight last?

it might hurt both party without the other realising it.
you might be here thinking, " what if she/he never calls ?"
i bet somewhere your friend might also be wishing you well
though you can't see it.

friends are the closest thing other than family.
the ones whom your share your problems with, the one whom you cry with
& the one whom you share your joys with.

fights & arguments are inevitable in a friendship.
in fact, fights might even strengthen the friendship.

& it also make us realise our own weaknesses since true
friends knows your 'ugly' side yet they still accept you
for who you are.

a friendship made is never lost.
maybe it was just merely forgotten,
but i'm sure it takes more than that to destroy "a-once-beautiful" friendship.

hope you're well.
cheer up dhiya!
(:

time will never change it

had a long day to kick start the new week.
School starts at 9am and i was kinda early as i reached at around 845am.
& yeah, i saw khairul in 184 but i didn't say "hi" cause it was quite paiseh to do so,
since he was with his friend.

school was such a drag today with all those boring lectures & tutorial.
gahhh!
but i was soo looking forward for lunch, since i'm meeting the good old friends!
siti, faizah & dhiya !
had lunch together & just update about stuff.

after school, went for the option ranking talk & i lost interest in aerospace dramatically
when i looked at the stuff that they're learning.
like boooo, and micro seems fun.
not sure yet though.
gotta make my decisions soon since we have to rank them this week?

stayed with wei hao, janet & azizah to wait for mark since he went to his friend's house!
we stayed back to do our social psychology project.
and yes, my group members were fun!
lame in the library till it gets dark.


& yes, peijun ( year 1 ) joined us during em3a lecture!
black and white !

had dinner with janet, azizah & wei hao while waiting for mark!
cup noodles was our dinner & we ate at Cheers.

mark trying to act cool & janet being spastic!

oh yes, i laughed during dinner till i spit ( as in water in my mouth came out ) ice lemon tea.
oh my god.
that must be embarrassing

hope all good!

tomorrow no holiday

today was rather short.
as in, damn short!

get out from bed around 4pm cause i really damn hibernated.
plus, i slept at around 6am the morning before.
but it was a great talk with someone.
hahahahah, who eh ?

so, woke up at around 4pm and get ready to visit town.
i have to collect my 3-days old takeaway pack which i've forgotten to collect
3 days in a row.
i rock!

stayed around to help and talk.
& oh yes, pictures!


eunice and some random customer kid!
( cute kid )


muahahahahaha!

oh yes, it's not a public holiday for me tomorrow.
gahhhh, damn you poly system!
but anyways, something good out of it:
ceetee will be crashin ngeeann during lunch tomorrow!
yay!

so it's me, faizah, ceetee and dhiya right?
oh yeah!
can't wait!

:D

don't walk away yet.

"In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was than that I realized that forever was in your eyes"
-mandy moore