hey.
just came back from god-knows-where I went. Shopping around with Jasmine was great. Serious and even though it quite depressing for me, yet I still have to thank her for being so patient with me. all those walking,talking & SILENCE should have bore you to death.
Let me just die. I feel so pathetic nowadys. no reason why though. ugghh, I think jasmine has spread her emo days to me. hah!
maybe it's just the song that I'm listening right now that makes me so sad or just..well.. fuck.
I'm running away from everything all the time. kill me.
Friday, February 23, 2007
hey ho.
and so, the few days before met Don in town then the next day after met Ilyas while going home. hah! Met him at the reservoir around 11.45pm if I'm not wrong.yeahh.. he was with his bike and apparently he was texting on his phone when I approached (well, not exactly) by calling his name.
hah. I was like "Isit him? I soo have to prepare myself to run away if it's not!" booo! hah.
But still, it's him. phew me. So chatted a little and yeah, update here and there. Why am I meeting people from the past one by one yeah?
Been having off since yesterday, Thursday. and look nobody evens wants to go out when I'm so dead free. sadded. rot rot and rot. Sleeping at unearthly hours has been one of my hobbies nowadays. Like doh! can't sleep. and no, I'm not sick!
Being at home sucks naturally. I just hate the way my sister calls me! It's freaking irritating and impatient! its like "kak.. kak.. kak!!" (says that five time faster than you're actually reading it.)It's freaking annoying!!
results will be out in 14 March and I guess, till then I'll continue rotting.shilah the rotter. HAH!
anyways out with the old & in with the new! Can't get what shit I'm talking bout? Well...
one of those little crushes I had! Calvin & Dougie. hah! soooo losing it!
speak soon.
and so, the few days before met Don in town then the next day after met Ilyas while going home. hah! Met him at the reservoir around 11.45pm if I'm not wrong.yeahh.. he was with his bike and apparently he was texting on his phone when I approached (well, not exactly) by calling his name.
hah. I was like "Isit him? I soo have to prepare myself to run away if it's not!" booo! hah.
But still, it's him. phew me. So chatted a little and yeah, update here and there. Why am I meeting people from the past one by one yeah?
Been having off since yesterday, Thursday. and look nobody evens wants to go out when I'm so dead free. sadded. rot rot and rot. Sleeping at unearthly hours has been one of my hobbies nowadays. Like doh! can't sleep. and no, I'm not sick!
Being at home sucks naturally. I just hate the way my sister calls me! It's freaking irritating and impatient! its like "kak.. kak.. kak!!" (says that five time faster than you're actually reading it.)It's freaking annoying!!
results will be out in 14 March and I guess, till then I'll continue rotting.shilah the rotter. HAH!
anyways out with the old & in with the new! Can't get what shit I'm talking bout? Well...
one of those little crushes I had! Calvin & Dougie. hah! soooo losing it!
speak soon.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
hey.
I'm here to show you that I'm still alive and kicking somewhere in this world! hah! Been too lazy to update more often than I always do. Sorry bout that.
Semestral break arrived once again, and like other students would do, they would work,enjoy & play! woooo. the best bit of life. no books, no deadlines, yada-yada. but work always has it pro & cons ain't it ? anyways work been a smooth sailing so far! so yeah hope it will always stays that way. Heard this year ain't a good year for the snake babies ? oh well, the going gets tough, the tough gets going!
way to go people!
and ask me out whenever you can! I'm pretty much bored rather than just work like 28 hours for this week and next week. yeah.. beep me whenever you can!
speak soon.
I'm here to show you that I'm still alive and kicking somewhere in this world! hah! Been too lazy to update more often than I always do. Sorry bout that.
Semestral break arrived once again, and like other students would do, they would work,enjoy & play! woooo. the best bit of life. no books, no deadlines, yada-yada. but work always has it pro & cons ain't it ? anyways work been a smooth sailing so far! so yeah hope it will always stays that way. Heard this year ain't a good year for the snake babies ? oh well, the going gets tough, the tough gets going!
way to go people!
and ask me out whenever you can! I'm pretty much bored rather than just work like 28 hours for this week and next week. yeah.. beep me whenever you can!
speak soon.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
ahhh. what's nicer than having a cup of tea and eat some pratas early in the morning? Typical Singaporean ay?
oh well, didn't went for jogging this morning! ahaha. Cause I was too lazy to even wake up early in the morning as the night before I decided to stay up late. Want to enjoy my holiday slowly yet enjoy-ably ? whatever.
I'm kind of bored right now! boooo. not good. :\
Wanted to make a blogskin for myself yet I got no inspiration and can't find nice brushes. how disappointing. oh well.. I guess I'm left with rotting as an option.
boooooo!
speak soon.
ps: I've updated my wants. so now you know what to give me for birthday! ahahahaha.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
hey!
and so, went back to wsss today to meet some teachers. Around 8 people came i think ? Alvin, Guo Wei, Shu Cheng & Faisal (after which he went to the shooting range) for the boys. Charmaine, Siti, Faizah, Me & Jan (after which she disappeared soon after).
Crapped much except that I seriously thought that the General Office lady was being a crapped and would not let us in. She was asking questions like "Which teacher you want to meet?" "Why do you have to meet that teacher?" "Okay, wait outside and I'll call the teacher to see whether the teacher is free."
like doh ! Get a freaking life! Just let us in. Well, we got in with or without her permission though!
and it was funny how Charmaine, Faizah & Siti was trying to avoid one of our teachers outside the General Office. hahahahaha. You know I know! Not mentioning names here.
well, since most of the teachers were not in, we just managed to meet some teachers. Later which we went to the nearest coffeeshop at Senja Grand with Mr Loo to accompany lonely Mr Chong! hahahahaha. Like he said, start from Coffeeshop and slowly-slowly move on to restaurant.
While we parted our ways, went Lot 1 with Siti & Faizah. Met Janet who was working. well, she knows what I was doing at Lot 1 anyways. she know me sooooo well.
Followed Siti to the clinic somewhere near the interchange there to get an MC! hahahaha. even though she wasn't sick. Well, she is but yeah still school-able but she ponned due to this outing. hahahahahaha. she visited the doctor even though I'm the one whois losing it. Insanity!
Tomorrow is valentine's day and yup, will be having my 'date' with Faizah! hahahaha. planning to go jogging at 8 tomorrow! need to shed some belly here. wooooooo!
& show me some love at the tagboard people!
Happy Valentine's Day from me to YOU!
speak soon!
and so, went back to wsss today to meet some teachers. Around 8 people came i think ? Alvin, Guo Wei, Shu Cheng & Faisal (after which he went to the shooting range) for the boys. Charmaine, Siti, Faizah, Me & Jan (after which she disappeared soon after).
Crapped much except that I seriously thought that the General Office lady was being a crapped and would not let us in. She was asking questions like "Which teacher you want to meet?" "Why do you have to meet that teacher?" "Okay, wait outside and I'll call the teacher to see whether the teacher is free."
like doh ! Get a freaking life! Just let us in. Well, we got in with or without her permission though!
and it was funny how Charmaine, Faizah & Siti was trying to avoid one of our teachers outside the General Office. hahahahaha. You know I know! Not mentioning names here.
well, since most of the teachers were not in, we just managed to meet some teachers. Later which we went to the nearest coffeeshop at Senja Grand with Mr Loo to accompany lonely Mr Chong! hahahahaha. Like he said, start from Coffeeshop and slowly-slowly move on to restaurant.
While we parted our ways, went Lot 1 with Siti & Faizah. Met Janet who was working. well, she knows what I was doing at Lot 1 anyways. she know me sooooo well.
Followed Siti to the clinic somewhere near the interchange there to get an MC! hahahaha. even though she wasn't sick. Well, she is but yeah still school-able but she ponned due to this outing. hahahahahaha. she visited the doctor even though I'm the one whois losing it. Insanity!
Tomorrow is valentine's day and yup, will be having my 'date' with Faizah! hahahaha. planning to go jogging at 8 tomorrow! need to shed some belly here. wooooooo!
& show me some love at the tagboard people!
Happy Valentine's Day from me to YOU!
speak soon!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
hey.
and so, I already planned not to sleep tonight. Gonna mug AEL like shit. yup, I'm NOT gonna sleep and that's not something new ain't it ? I rather stay awake for 24-hours today than tomorrow cause Monday will be the paper and imagine taking a paper when you're already like a zombie.
I've covered 2 chapters out of 6 overall. Including some tutorials at the back of the book. I'm left with 4 chapters more and tons of past examination papers.
I can't wait to to see the fall of you and the rise of me. What goes around comes around.
heard of that line before? I guess you won't understand it.
speak soon.
and so, I already planned not to sleep tonight. Gonna mug AEL like shit. yup, I'm NOT gonna sleep and that's not something new ain't it ? I rather stay awake for 24-hours today than tomorrow cause Monday will be the paper and imagine taking a paper when you're already like a zombie.
I've covered 2 chapters out of 6 overall. Including some tutorials at the back of the book. I'm left with 4 chapters more and tons of past examination papers.
I can't wait to to see the fall of you and the rise of me. What goes around comes around.
heard of that line before? I guess you won't understand it.
speak soon.
Friday, February 09, 2007
hey!
sorry for the lack of update people. Been busy mugging for papers after papers. yup, that's life! can't get away with it. (;
O level results were out today and Abel is apprently the top scorer for wsss ? 7 pointer i think ? according to Jing min. Thanks for the info.
so 1 paper down and 1 more to go! the worst of the worst paper you could ever get, AEL. everybody's weakness. yeah.. it's that bad! and the lecturers are NEVER interesting. so yeah.. every students' nightmare came to life.
planning to start studying at 9 or 10 since I'm still having eg2-s in my nutcase head right now. Its like I'm still in eg2 mood. hahahaha. went its already over like hours ago. The paper ws a breeze EXCEPT the very last question. so yeah no more dinstinction. boo-hoo. plus, we sat for the paper at SIM grand hall (it's not that grand, believe me). New environment, new experience.
yup. gonna mug for ael sooner or later. not that I have a choice. gonna go jogging tomorrow morning. oh wait, no no not jogging but dancing in my own room. a fun-ner way to do things the easier way!
hope life been good!
speak soon.
sorry for the lack of update people. Been busy mugging for papers after papers. yup, that's life! can't get away with it. (;
O level results were out today and Abel is apprently the top scorer for wsss ? 7 pointer i think ? according to Jing min. Thanks for the info.
so 1 paper down and 1 more to go! the worst of the worst paper you could ever get, AEL. everybody's weakness. yeah.. it's that bad! and the lecturers are NEVER interesting. so yeah.. every students' nightmare came to life.
planning to start studying at 9 or 10 since I'm still having eg2-s in my nutcase head right now. Its like I'm still in eg2 mood. hahahaha. went its already over like hours ago. The paper ws a breeze EXCEPT the very last question. so yeah no more dinstinction. boo-hoo. plus, we sat for the paper at SIM grand hall (it's not that grand, believe me). New environment, new experience.
yup. gonna mug for ael sooner or later. not that I have a choice. gonna go jogging tomorrow morning. oh wait, no no not jogging but dancing in my own room. a fun-ner way to do things the easier way!
hope life been good!
speak soon.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
hey !
been busy mugging. even though I have yet to finish up eg2. like bahhh. slowly win the race yeah?
I went shopping with both parents yesterday. In town. Even though initially went to CBD to pay the taxes for my parents car. hahahaha. I almost said "my" car there. Don't worry shilah, soon .. soon.. SOON !!
I think I'm gonna be broke. Spent like $200 in one day. bought some shirts, skirts, pants, bags, and some other what not. *heartbreaks.
Nothing much to update right now. Been studying since 12pm even though initially I wanted to wake up at 8am to study. and yup, I can't sleep at night and kept on thinking what if I fail. yeah.. what IF i fail ?
old picture up there. ^^ Gonna add more pictures in the next update. count yourself as lucky being able to see me in my working uniform. well, not the gelatissimo people though. you know who you are.
tag the tagboard and show me some love. XD
speak soon.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
hey
and so, I'm sick right now. I can't talk. Ok right, I can talk but it will just be some high-squeaky whisper. Plus, my throat is in pain to even say a word.
so in case anybody see me down the road and I didn't even say the normal cheerful 'hi' get the picture alright ?
Had aem paper yesterday( yeah I did sit for it and what a regret). I shouldn't have even came in the first place, I can't even do a single question. I didn't even studied for it. and for those that came out which I assume i knew how to do, I just go blank the very last minute.
the moral of the story is, never go to a war unprepared ! that include papers too.
battery life is only 16 % now. too lazy to charge it up plus i'm sleepy. stupid medicine that will make me high.
speak soon.
Friday, February 02, 2007
hey.
you know what really touches me ? To see those who once failed their AEM1 paper for the common test and now studying very hard for the examination. Its like no matter whether they failed or what, they still have the fighting spirit to carry on.
Reminds me of the $50 dollar bill story told by a maths teacher of mine sec school. Not sure whether you remember this.
While what really makes me mad is the one who passed her AEM1 for the common test and now feels like leaving and quiting it half-way through. It's like a stupid decision for her. Plus now I'm not gonna be 'her' again. It may be too late but here I am mugging and self-study. It's not something new to self-study.
She can be someone whois above than the rest. Out of ordinary, challenge herself to be the best. Yet, she wanted to let it all go. It stupid of her and she should jolly-well slap herself right now.
Thanks for those who really make me receive my wake-up call. I realised its not me, the one who gave up that easily. It's just not me. I've set my goal and I'll try my very best to achieve it. and I can officially and safely say, I've started my mugging as of today.
Together with the faith I have in myself,I'll shall fight till the very last end.
I shall shut myself from the outside world starting this moment. If I were to fail, I only have myself to blame. Nothing/No-one else but me.
speak soon.
you know what really touches me ? To see those who once failed their AEM1 paper for the common test and now studying very hard for the examination. Its like no matter whether they failed or what, they still have the fighting spirit to carry on.
Reminds me of the $50 dollar bill story told by a maths teacher of mine sec school. Not sure whether you remember this.
While what really makes me mad is the one who passed her AEM1 for the common test and now feels like leaving and quiting it half-way through. It's like a stupid decision for her. Plus now I'm not gonna be 'her' again. It may be too late but here I am mugging and self-study. It's not something new to self-study.
She can be someone whois above than the rest. Out of ordinary, challenge herself to be the best. Yet, she wanted to let it all go. It stupid of her and she should jolly-well slap herself right now.
Thanks for those who really make me receive my wake-up call. I realised its not me, the one who gave up that easily. It's just not me. I've set my goal and I'll try my very best to achieve it. and I can officially and safely say, I've started my mugging as of today.
Together with the faith I have in myself,I'll shall fight till the very last end.
I shall shut myself from the outside world starting this moment. If I were to fail, I only have myself to blame. Nothing/No-one else but me.
speak soon.
hey.
and so, I've made a new banner for my friendster so that it could link back to my blog!
I got my hands on Photoshop CS and seriously my photoshop addiction gonna return in a few days time. It's been long since I photoshop-ed. Kinda miss it and it hard for me to find new inpiration to whip up some new graphics. May take some time.
So everyone was practically cursing blogger yesterday. Blogger was having some stupid problem and yeah, everyone was asking each other "eh, can you go to your blog?" blogger..blogger..
another technical fault happened in MSN too. Some people were sending some link to other msn-ers. some people clicked that link while some don't. but one special case is I didn't receive any link from anybody. so I was like "huh? who gave a link" when some people came to me and ask "ehh, what she send? I go and clicked leh" seriously I have no idea people.
last but not least, check your hard-disk people! and get your norton antivirus up and running!
better to be safe than sorry.
speak soon.
and so, I've made a new banner for my friendster so that it could link back to my blog!
I got my hands on Photoshop CS and seriously my photoshop addiction gonna return in a few days time. It's been long since I photoshop-ed. Kinda miss it and it hard for me to find new inpiration to whip up some new graphics. May take some time.
So everyone was practically cursing blogger yesterday. Blogger was having some stupid problem and yeah, everyone was asking each other "eh, can you go to your blog?" blogger..blogger..
another technical fault happened in MSN too. Some people were sending some link to other msn-ers. some people clicked that link while some don't. but one special case is I didn't receive any link from anybody. so I was like "huh? who gave a link" when some people came to me and ask "ehh, what she send? I go and clicked leh" seriously I have no idea people.
last but not least, check your hard-disk people! and get your norton antivirus up and running!
better to be safe than sorry.
speak soon.
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