Shilah should stop jumping around the house.
Shilah should stop singing out loud in the room.
Shilah should stop playing with her hair.
Shilah should stop MSN-ing randomly.
Shilah should switch off her new room's telly.
Shilah should cut off her fringe. (my mum's idea)
Shilah should throw her phone down the block since it's a distraction.
Shilah should stop over-munching/over-crunching/over-drinking.
Shilah should stop kaypoh-ing whats happening outside her room.
Shilah should stop playing pranks on her sis & mum. (booo!)
Shilah should stop head-banging while studying.
Shilah should shoot herself right now for being terribly random.
Shilah should glue her eyes on her books right now.
Shilah should jump off the building right now since she's not concentrating.
any others "shilah should" to be add on the list?
woooooooo goooooooooo Shilahhhh!!
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
ok die.
I fell asleep while doing DEL tutorial 3 yesterday night.
I woke up around 4.46am to see my msn window is like flooded with people.
Edmund Yue; nudged me.
Cloud; asked me a question.
Shiqi; asked me a question.
Saiful; asked me a DEL question.
alot ehhh.
but I didn't answer any of it cause I was bloody asleep on the table till 4.46am.
How the hell I slept for like sooo long, I have no idea. I wanted to wake up at 1am
and continue doing the tutorial, but hell, I 'overslept.' tsk!
grrrrrrr.
and yes, I didn't manage to complete my tutorial lah, omg.
by the way, I didn't go to school today! maybe will be coming for ACDA MASS LECTURE at
3pm since he said he will be going through past common test papers. yup!
and for now, I shall self-study myself till 2pm with this strained neck of mine.
update more later.
I fell asleep while doing DEL tutorial 3 yesterday night.
I woke up around 4.46am to see my msn window is like flooded with people.
Edmund Yue; nudged me.
Cloud; asked me a question.
Shiqi; asked me a question.
Saiful; asked me a DEL question.
alot ehhh.
but I didn't answer any of it cause I was bloody asleep on the table till 4.46am.
How the hell I slept for like sooo long, I have no idea. I wanted to wake up at 1am
and continue doing the tutorial, but hell, I 'overslept.' tsk!
grrrrrrr.
and yes, I didn't manage to complete my tutorial lah, omg.
by the way, I didn't go to school today! maybe will be coming for ACDA MASS LECTURE at
3pm since he said he will be going through past common test papers. yup!
and for now, I shall self-study myself till 2pm with this strained neck of mine.
update more later.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
what would you do, when you're dead bored and nothing goes into your head while you're studying?
I choked on Hazulnet Chillisimo for the first picture.
It's like the scariest picture in 17 (soon 18) years of my life.
and it was made as wallpaper for my phone.
omg.
Then the 2nd picture featuring Edmund Yue whois like the coolest guy on Earth where you can just approach him when you're in need! I gave him the phobia with the sentence "edmundd... howwwwww?"
ahahahahahahahahaha!!
The third one featuring shiqi whois the founder of the super-cool group called shitty team and oh my tag-team partner in most cases. don't be angry ahh I put your picture here.
yay!
ok ok runaway from here I must before all of them come after me!!
*runs*
I choked on Hazulnet Chillisimo for the first picture.
It's like the scariest picture in 17 (soon 18) years of my life.
and it was made as wallpaper for my phone.
omg.
Then the 2nd picture featuring Edmund Yue whois like the coolest guy on Earth where you can just approach him when you're in need! I gave him the phobia with the sentence "edmundd... howwwwww?"
ahahahahahahahahaha!!
The third one featuring shiqi whois the founder of the super-cool group called shitty team and oh my tag-team partner in most cases. don't be angry ahh I put your picture here.
yay!
ok ok runaway from here I must before all of them come after me!!
*runs*
there will always be a point of time where
we need to make a major decision.
it might be hard, but as long we had alrdy
think it through carefully, then we should hold no regrets.
so cheer up, shilah!(:
Thanks Yishan!(:
and yaaaaaa, I lost my lucky blue colour shaker pencil larr!
the one which motivates me to study since it's given by ...
so sadd. Now 50% of my luck is gone!
tsk.
we need to make a major decision.
it might be hard, but as long we had alrdy
think it through carefully, then we should hold no regrets.
so cheer up, shilah!(:
Thanks Yishan!(:
and yaaaaaa, I lost my lucky blue colour shaker pencil larr!
the one which motivates me to study since it's given by ...
so sadd. Now 50% of my luck is gone!
tsk.
Just woke up from a short nap.
I have no idea why I'm like soo tired these few days,
luckily there's no band to worry about anymore.
I didn't regret a single thing!
In fact, I felt soo much better.
When to gym with Faizah & Siti.
Had a great work-out with them.
Been long since I've ever exercise and do those what-nots.
hahahahaha, yay!
Will look forward to next week too!
The gym tuned to 98.7fm with soo many nice songs.
hahahaha, but Siti didn't hear much since the only thing she heard
was the running threadmills sounds. 0.0
Me and faizah were like "eh nice song" like x34354594385943 times.
hahahahahha.
Siti is very enthu.
Was running the threadmill when they played a long-time-never-hear song;
'Far Away-Nickleback'
wow.
(:
Went to shower after enough gym-ing.
Off to Lot 1, for lunch.
hahahahah visited Janet at her work-place 3 times in a row.
& she knew what I was going to have for lunch!
Went of to town solo to visit workplace.
hahahahah since Siti has her MT A-level paper tomorrow
while Faizah has alot of projects to do.
Helped out till 6pm since Alison is not feeling well.
hahahahaha, all the cool people working today/tonight.
Shiqi, Naz, Nas, Rachel,Alison & Cloud too.
so fun.
Went home by taking 700A and saw my mum's old friend.
which I suckily hate.
hahahha she said "hi" then I just waved
and dao-ed her the whole journey,
till Bukit Panjang Interchange!
Gonna try and study now.
btw, I saw Zul on the way to town today!
I have no idea why I'm like soo tired these few days,
luckily there's no band to worry about anymore.
I didn't regret a single thing!
In fact, I felt soo much better.
When to gym with Faizah & Siti.
Had a great work-out with them.
Been long since I've ever exercise and do those what-nots.
hahahahaha, yay!
Will look forward to next week too!
The gym tuned to 98.7fm with soo many nice songs.
hahahaha, but Siti didn't hear much since the only thing she heard
was the running threadmills sounds. 0.0
Me and faizah were like "eh nice song" like x34354594385943 times.
hahahahahha.
Siti is very enthu.
Was running the threadmill when they played a long-time-never-hear song;
'Far Away-Nickleback'
wow.
(:
Went to shower after enough gym-ing.
Off to Lot 1, for lunch.
hahahahah visited Janet at her work-place 3 times in a row.
& she knew what I was going to have for lunch!
Went of to town solo to visit workplace.
hahahahah since Siti has her MT A-level paper tomorrow
while Faizah has alot of projects to do.
Helped out till 6pm since Alison is not feeling well.
hahahahaha, all the cool people working today/tonight.
Shiqi, Naz, Nas, Rachel,Alison & Cloud too.
so fun.
Went home by taking 700A and saw my mum's old friend.
which I suckily hate.
hahahha she said "hi" then I just waved
and dao-ed her the whole journey,
till Bukit Panjang Interchange!
Gonna try and study now.
btw, I saw Zul on the way to town today!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
"SELFISH, FOOLISH, STUPID & IRRESPONSIBLE"
Those words kept on ringing in my head for the whole day.
the whole time, every moment, every second;
during lessons, lab & not forgetting work!
Thanks Janet,Azizah, Yishan and many others.
Thanks Edmund Lim for watching me cry in the library.
Thanks Yuzhen for the hug.
Thanks Zaid & Naz for saying it's alright.
yup, I'm selfish/foolish/stupid/irresponsible for BACKING out the concert
& leave alot of troubles for others.
I let you down & broken your trust.
Bitch about me, I don't mind.
cause I know I'm the at at fault.
bloody IRRESPONSIBLE me.
But please, there's always two part of one story.
I seriously can't handle too many things at once.
I suck. I terribly suck at that.
I'm not a good multi-tasker.
unlike you, I wish I'm as good as you.
I really do.
Whenever I'm in band practices;
I'll be wondering how's work?
How's my friends at work?
Is everything ok?
I miss them.
& end up LOST in my playing.
They as close as all of you(readers & fellow friends).
I don't know how they do it, but yeah we bonded.
through thick & thin, we're always there for each other.
Daddy problem, tiring problem, and what nots,
they are always there to give you a helping hand
& let you stand strong once again.
they're special.
If I were to quit working,
I'm gonna miss them.
Naz, Shiqi, Edmund, Zaid, Eunice & the list goes on.
All of different backgrounds yet,
we can relate to each other with problems.
That's how special they are.
and we don't even need ORIENTATION camp to bond soo well.
I'm always comfortable around them unlike band.
Where I always think I'm the inferior one.
The one who is always lagging behind & always getting tired sooo easily.
The one who's not enjoying band while others are having a great time.
the STUPID one.
They are too special which I can't let go of.
I will never let go of my friends.
I'll be there when they're in need.
That's what friends do don't they?
They say "you need time to be good again."
"one year of not practising, of course you'll need to practice to be good again."
But, I don't have time.
I seriously don't.
Don't ever question yourself about your capability.
It's not your fault,
it's MINE.
yup, I respect you.
I thank you for everything you've done.
It's just me being selfish.
I like working.
Work is becoming like a hobby/destress area for me.
They are always friends around to make me laugh and leave my problems behind.
Before I start one whole round of mugging again.
If I were to let go ONE;
I will never ever choose to quit working.
My friends are there.
They are those whom I always seek refuge to;
those who know me best.
I don't know why, but yes
I will never find other friends like them.
They really mean alot to me.
I know nothing last forever,
all of us from different walks of life with different dreams & destination.
But please let me be the last one to stand
and see where they go;
That will be good enough.
I don't want to be the first one to say goodbye.
I don't intend to.
You've written your piece.
& here's mine.
Those words kept on ringing in my head for the whole day.
the whole time, every moment, every second;
during lessons, lab & not forgetting work!
Thanks Janet,Azizah, Yishan and many others.
Thanks Edmund Lim for watching me cry in the library.
Thanks Yuzhen for the hug.
Thanks Zaid & Naz for saying it's alright.
yup, I'm selfish/foolish/stupid/irresponsible for BACKING out the concert
& leave alot of troubles for others.
I let you down & broken your trust.
Bitch about me, I don't mind.
cause I know I'm the at at fault.
bloody IRRESPONSIBLE me.
But please, there's always two part of one story.
I seriously can't handle too many things at once.
I suck. I terribly suck at that.
I'm not a good multi-tasker.
unlike you, I wish I'm as good as you.
I really do.
Whenever I'm in band practices;
I'll be wondering how's work?
How's my friends at work?
Is everything ok?
I miss them.
& end up LOST in my playing.
They as close as all of you(readers & fellow friends).
I don't know how they do it, but yeah we bonded.
through thick & thin, we're always there for each other.
Daddy problem, tiring problem, and what nots,
they are always there to give you a helping hand
& let you stand strong once again.
they're special.
If I were to quit working,
I'm gonna miss them.
Naz, Shiqi, Edmund, Zaid, Eunice & the list goes on.
All of different backgrounds yet,
we can relate to each other with problems.
That's how special they are.
and we don't even need ORIENTATION camp to bond soo well.
I'm always comfortable around them unlike band.
Where I always think I'm the inferior one.
The one who is always lagging behind & always getting tired sooo easily.
The one who's not enjoying band while others are having a great time.
the STUPID one.
They are too special which I can't let go of.
I will never let go of my friends.
I'll be there when they're in need.
That's what friends do don't they?
They say "you need time to be good again."
"one year of not practising, of course you'll need to practice to be good again."
But, I don't have time.
I seriously don't.
Don't ever question yourself about your capability.
It's not your fault,
it's MINE.
yup, I respect you.
I thank you for everything you've done.
It's just me being selfish.
I like working.
Work is becoming like a hobby/destress area for me.
They are always friends around to make me laugh and leave my problems behind.
Before I start one whole round of mugging again.
If I were to let go ONE;
I will never ever choose to quit working.
My friends are there.
They are those whom I always seek refuge to;
those who know me best.
I don't know why, but yes
I will never find other friends like them.
They really mean alot to me.
I know nothing last forever,
all of us from different walks of life with different dreams & destination.
But please let me be the last one to stand
and see where they go;
That will be good enough.
I don't want to be the first one to say goodbye.
I don't intend to.
You've written your piece.
& here's mine.
Friday, May 25, 2007
1 full week of papers should be enough to kill me.
Monday to Friday of papers will be one hell'a ride.
6 weeks since school started and I know nuts.
Catching up never seem easy.
Lagging behind is not a pretty sight too.
I'm ready to face the deadly truth,
the truth that this is gonna be my worse conduct ever.
as in punctuality, grades, tutorials and everything.
Realised that this common test gonna affect my 2.2 specialisation program.
I should forget about it. Forget bout Aerospace Technology.
I'll never get it.
I have no interest for BAND anymore.
It's taking too much of my time.
'I have everything except time'-Janet
That's sooo true.
I'm calling the quits for BAND.
So now, I can concentrate on studies & work.
At least for work, it seems like a 'hobby' & hanging out session
where I can chill and just be normal.
Like a place to runaway from all the school stress.
With great friends and company.
For BAND, I'm always soo stress with the parts
& tend to feel super tired after that.
Last time is different from now,
SEC SCH- tend to have more time for commitment in BAND.
and being in the committee was exciting infact.
Good luck for the rest.
I'm not gonna regret this.
Everything/Anything but this...
Monday to Friday of papers will be one hell'a ride.
6 weeks since school started and I know nuts.
Catching up never seem easy.
Lagging behind is not a pretty sight too.
I'm ready to face the deadly truth,
the truth that this is gonna be my worse conduct ever.
as in punctuality, grades, tutorials and everything.
Realised that this common test gonna affect my 2.2 specialisation program.
I should forget about it. Forget bout Aerospace Technology.
I'll never get it.
I have no interest for BAND anymore.
It's taking too much of my time.
'I have everything except time'-Janet
That's sooo true.
I'm calling the quits for BAND.
So now, I can concentrate on studies & work.
At least for work, it seems like a 'hobby' & hanging out session
where I can chill and just be normal.
Like a place to runaway from all the school stress.
With great friends and company.
For BAND, I'm always soo stress with the parts
& tend to feel super tired after that.
Last time is different from now,
SEC SCH- tend to have more time for commitment in BAND.
and being in the committee was exciting infact.
Good luck for the rest.
I'm not gonna regret this.
Everything/Anything but this...
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
*taken from ceetee's blog*
Putting that aside, I know I can never replace a friend with another friend, but I can't resist but see quite a number of similarities between my two friends - Hashilah and Lavania.
*ahem, I'm praising you both... some people ought to be jumping for joy now XD*
Both of them:
- can really perk me up
- make me go out of my comfort zone, ie doing very silly things in front of everyone
- really have that bubbly personality
- have model looks/figure
- they might sometimes bluntly blurt out words that can hurt, but their innocence just outweighs those 'words'
- have I mentioned that they make me really happy?
*hashilah, I still remember vividly how I was scared of you XD*
----------------
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
*tears, thank you-s*
Putting that aside, I know I can never replace a friend with another friend, but I can't resist but see quite a number of similarities between my two friends - Hashilah and Lavania.
*ahem, I'm praising you both... some people ought to be jumping for joy now XD*
Both of them:
- can really perk me up
- make me go out of my comfort zone, ie doing very silly things in front of everyone
- really have that bubbly personality
- have model looks/figure
- they might sometimes bluntly blurt out words that can hurt, but their innocence just outweighs those 'words'
- have I mentioned that they make me really happy?
*hashilah, I still remember vividly how I was scared of you XD*
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
*tears, thank you-s*
hey.
School ends early today. Had our ‘formal’ presentation and everything went smoothly and was a breeze. Except for the fact that I whispered “ehh slowly” to Ryan who was handling the presentation. Yupp.
Naz sms-ed whether I can work today at 12-6pm but sadly I can’t since I already planned my day/daily routine. I waited for the rest at the atrium. Azizah and Janet used my lappy to do some last minute changes to their report. So I stoned into space while waiting for them. I don’t even know what I was thinking about though. Yishan joined us soon after that.
Min Si couldn’t recognize me in my formal clothes. Hahahahaha. That’s kinda shocking!
Then went off to town and visited the store and saw Alison Chan and Naz. Managed to say “hi” and then went off for some food-hunting as all of us were acting like some hungry ghost.
We walked to Wheelock to see some nice food but couldn’t find much. Janet wanted to eat Fish&Co while Azizah doesn’t want to. Walked back to Far East and ate Ramen Ten instead. Ate & slacked at Ramen Ten for quite a long time. The songs being played there are not that bad. Clubbyyyyy and abit of emo-ish songs.
Then we went off to grab some cookies from Famous Amos and Yishan made me buy the 250gm instead of the 200gm. hmmmmmmm. Yishan and Janet bought some too! Walked all the way to Taka and sat outside the Crystal Jade to slack and munch on our cookies and then is was just us being crazy! Please take note that Janet, Azizah & me were wearing formal clothes!
As all of us were beat, we decided to go home and I visited the store to check my schedule again as I’ve forgotten who I’m suppose to be working with.
Then took 700 from there.
Emo songs make me feel low.
Goodbye my friend.
School ends early today. Had our ‘formal’ presentation and everything went smoothly and was a breeze. Except for the fact that I whispered “ehh slowly” to Ryan who was handling the presentation. Yupp.
Naz sms-ed whether I can work today at 12-6pm but sadly I can’t since I already planned my day/daily routine. I waited for the rest at the atrium. Azizah and Janet used my lappy to do some last minute changes to their report. So I stoned into space while waiting for them. I don’t even know what I was thinking about though. Yishan joined us soon after that.
Min Si couldn’t recognize me in my formal clothes. Hahahahaha. That’s kinda shocking!
Then went off to town and visited the store and saw Alison Chan and Naz. Managed to say “hi” and then went off for some food-hunting as all of us were acting like some hungry ghost.
We walked to Wheelock to see some nice food but couldn’t find much. Janet wanted to eat Fish&Co while Azizah doesn’t want to. Walked back to Far East and ate Ramen Ten instead. Ate & slacked at Ramen Ten for quite a long time. The songs being played there are not that bad. Clubbyyyyy and abit of emo-ish songs.
Then we went off to grab some cookies from Famous Amos and Yishan made me buy the 250gm instead of the 200gm. hmmmmmmm. Yishan and Janet bought some too! Walked all the way to Taka and sat outside the Crystal Jade to slack and munch on our cookies and then is was just us being crazy! Please take note that Janet, Azizah & me were wearing formal clothes!
As all of us were beat, we decided to go home and I visited the store to check my schedule again as I’ve forgotten who I’m suppose to be working with.
Then took 700 from there.
Emo songs make me feel low.
Goodbye my friend.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
hey
okay, I went off during break since my running nose & sore throat is getting way beyond control. This shows that never try and go to school when the doctor has already given you 2 days medical certificate. told you everything has a reason shilah, see-lah act strong only! -.-
okok at least I managed to get through DEL & MATHS alive. hahahahaand my DEL lecturer/tutorial kept on asking "are you ok? are you sick?"oh yeah, got back MATHS quiz 1 results and well I passed it though. hahaha 24/25. ok lahh but lost 1 mark to some bloody careless mistake. gahhhhh never let your carelessness get the better of you. yup!
sooooooo..
ok now sucking on this stupid sore-throat medicine which is green in colour and taste exactly like toothpaste. and yupp, it's minty! and I hate mints. especially those.. ok nvm I guess Siti knows what mint I'm talking about cause I've been rejecting minty sweets from her for like don't know how many years already. and also I have some weird muscle-relaxant medicine which I have no idea for what purpose. 0.0 but it's paracetamol cum muscle-relaxant so I guess it's all cool. yaaa.. and the usual runny-nose pills.
and ermm, nothing much happened today except for the hu-ha that happened cause I didn't managed to meet up with the rest of the IS group to do powerpoint slides for tomorrow presentation. ok dieeeeee. I'm like sooo dead.
for some weird reason, I feel like daring myself to type out a post in malay ! hahahaha i'm sure it would be fun.
my day is alright, how about yours?
hope all good!
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
I have no idea why such simple words can bring tears to my eyes. =\
okay, I went off during break since my running nose & sore throat is getting way beyond control. This shows that never try and go to school when the doctor has already given you 2 days medical certificate. told you everything has a reason shilah, see-lah act strong only! -.-
okok at least I managed to get through DEL & MATHS alive. hahahahaand my DEL lecturer/tutorial kept on asking "are you ok? are you sick?"oh yeah, got back MATHS quiz 1 results and well I passed it though. hahaha 24/25. ok lahh but lost 1 mark to some bloody careless mistake. gahhhhh never let your carelessness get the better of you. yup!
sooooooo..
ok now sucking on this stupid sore-throat medicine which is green in colour and taste exactly like toothpaste. and yupp, it's minty! and I hate mints. especially those.. ok nvm I guess Siti knows what mint I'm talking about cause I've been rejecting minty sweets from her for like don't know how many years already. and also I have some weird muscle-relaxant medicine which I have no idea for what purpose. 0.0 but it's paracetamol cum muscle-relaxant so I guess it's all cool. yaaa.. and the usual runny-nose pills.
and ermm, nothing much happened today except for the hu-ha that happened cause I didn't managed to meet up with the rest of the IS group to do powerpoint slides for tomorrow presentation. ok dieeeeee. I'm like sooo dead.
for some weird reason, I feel like daring myself to type out a post in malay ! hahahaha i'm sure it would be fun.
my day is alright, how about yours?
hope all good!
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
I have no idea why such simple words can bring tears to my eyes. =\
Monday, May 21, 2007
it's official.
That I'm sick today. I hate it when my mum start putting thermometer into my mouth. My bloody throat hurts like mad while my nose is forever running like some water-tap. And for once, I don't feel like talking too much.
Wanted to go to school today as I woke up at 830am. Start sneezing like mad and that's when my mum asked me to check my temperature. ok lah, 37.9 isin't that high.gahhhh and she asked me to go doctor and rest at home instead.
I'm supposed to meet like lots of people today,
Kenji+Ryan+Kid+Nurul for project
Faris to teach him Telemunications
Band
Hand in camp forms and also pay for the camp.
ok dieeee.
gonna rest now. Hope all been good.
That I'm sick today. I hate it when my mum start putting thermometer into my mouth. My bloody throat hurts like mad while my nose is forever running like some water-tap. And for once, I don't feel like talking too much.
Wanted to go to school today as I woke up at 830am. Start sneezing like mad and that's when my mum asked me to check my temperature. ok lah, 37.9 isin't that high.gahhhh and she asked me to go doctor and rest at home instead.
I'm supposed to meet like lots of people today,
Kenji+Ryan+Kid+Nurul for project
Faris to teach him Telemunications
Band
Hand in camp forms and also pay for the camp.
ok dieeee.
gonna rest now. Hope all been good.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
And it hasn't been your day,
your week, your month,
or even your year...
I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cos you're there for me too...
why oh why must FRIENDS be gone ? hahahahaha okay, FRIENDS is good.
ermm, I'm kinda stuck on what to do now. what should I do ? study.. study.. ermm.. okay, I'll start by studying Digital Electronics! gahhhhh. I'm gonna beg my dad to pay for my ECE ADVENTURE CAMP fully! He only wants to pay 50% of it lahh, damn it. okok, enough complaining. and oh, my family will be going Genting while I'm off to ECE ADVENTURE CAMP. how nicee. well, thats what they said on our trip home when they fetch me from work. tsk!
ok full-stop. I can't think about anything else to blog about.
I wonder how's work today & calvin goldspink dyed his hair blonde lahh! what the hell.. gahhh.
my bloody throat hurts like mad!! ughhhhh :(
Hope life all good!
hahahaha.
Work was fun today and damn it, I’m getting meaner each day & I realized that people are scary when they’re mad. Tension everywhere and a super small ‘war’ can spark anytime. A cockroach crawled onto shiqi's back and hahaha it died after that! hohohoho
Common test coming = holidays coming! Hahahaha. I’m trying to like psycho myself into looking forward to common test for some reasons. Yupppppp, I’m nuts.
Oh yar! I didn’t go for band today! Hahahaha overslept like hell. Band starts at 1pm but I woke up at 2pm. Like what the hell ? hahahahaha alright, I’m still alive. No worries.
Won’t be working tomorrow (Sunday) and I feel damn awkward not working on a weekend. Will spend my time revising then. Hahahaha righttt. Of course I’ll be revising!
Gooooooo shilah ! *hands up in the air*
ps: did I tell you I saw naqiyah and janice yesterday? woooo. hahahaha
Work was fun today and damn it, I’m getting meaner each day & I realized that people are scary when they’re mad. Tension everywhere and a super small ‘war’ can spark anytime. A cockroach crawled onto shiqi's back and hahaha it died after that! hohohoho
Common test coming = holidays coming! Hahahaha. I’m trying to like psycho myself into looking forward to common test for some reasons. Yupppppp, I’m nuts.
Oh yar! I didn’t go for band today! Hahahaha overslept like hell. Band starts at 1pm but I woke up at 2pm. Like what the hell ? hahahahaha alright, I’m still alive. No worries.
Won’t be working tomorrow (Sunday) and I feel damn awkward not working on a weekend. Will spend my time revising then. Hahahaha righttt. Of course I’ll be revising!
Gooooooo shilah ! *hands up in the air*
ps: did I tell you I saw naqiyah and janice yesterday? woooo. hahahaha
Thursday, May 17, 2007
hey there.
I fell asleep at around 1am plus and woke up abruptly at 3.08am crying, panting and drench in sweat. Another nightmare, another sleepless night and yup, I'm afraid. I actually cried while sleeping..
Sister was shocked to see me screaming "nooo, nooo,noooo" like ‘don't-know-how-many-times’ (quoted by sis) for that night/morning. hahahahah and she decided to sleep in my parent's room. My first nightmare for like.. ages of not having one.
Mum said maybe it's cause I'm too occupied/thinking about too many stuff at one go before going off to sleep. yeahh, maybe she's right. Never felt as tired/shag as this for 17 years of my life. Everything is going too fast. I lost my hold on stuff since long ago and I don't even know whether I can gather them all back one by one before it's all too late. I'm beat.
Some friends of mine can't believe that I'm actually slacking real bad. Yess, I've been skipping lessons. Yes, I've been sleeping in between lectures, Yes, I've been the one asking for help nowadays instead of me teaching the rest who needs my help. Yes, I've been sleeping in bus-rides and wherever I go to instead of reading up on notes cause "I don't understand alot of things."
I'm really sooo down now but even the best fall down sometimes. I got expectations to reach out for. Expectations not from me, but from some others. But I believe it's for my own good. They wouldn't set such high expectation for me if they don't love me. But what if I'm losing my faith on all these....
Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Yeah that should be it. Shilah thinks too much when the matter is as easy as ABCs isin't ?
Off to doing my report now and I have yet to start on my common test revisions. In every bad, there's always some good.
And for some reason I miss my grandparents who left me ever since I was 9 years old. My grandmother who left when it's like one day before my 8th birthday. My grandfather who died like 1 year later after my grandmother's when he just arrived Singapore (from his homeland, Indonesia) hoping to visit us in Singapore but 'fainted' at some bus-stop and yes, couldn't make it. and not to mention the grandparents on my father's side who I have never see before. I miss their love and their comfort. I miss having a life. I miss having someone to cry on and easily ask for help when my mum/dad scolded me or even beat me. I miss sleeping over at their place. yes, I miss it all.
That's the reason why I always get curious whenever friends talks about grandparents. It's like "woahhh, soo good" those kinda thing. yeahh..
I fell asleep at around 1am plus and woke up abruptly at 3.08am crying, panting and drench in sweat. Another nightmare, another sleepless night and yup, I'm afraid. I actually cried while sleeping..
Sister was shocked to see me screaming "nooo, nooo,noooo" like ‘don't-know-how-many-times’ (quoted by sis) for that night/morning. hahahahah and she decided to sleep in my parent's room. My first nightmare for like.. ages of not having one.
Mum said maybe it's cause I'm too occupied/thinking about too many stuff at one go before going off to sleep. yeahh, maybe she's right. Never felt as tired/shag as this for 17 years of my life. Everything is going too fast. I lost my hold on stuff since long ago and I don't even know whether I can gather them all back one by one before it's all too late. I'm beat.
Some friends of mine can't believe that I'm actually slacking real bad. Yess, I've been skipping lessons. Yes, I've been sleeping in between lectures, Yes, I've been the one asking for help nowadays instead of me teaching the rest who needs my help. Yes, I've been sleeping in bus-rides and wherever I go to instead of reading up on notes cause "I don't understand alot of things."
I'm really sooo down now but even the best fall down sometimes. I got expectations to reach out for. Expectations not from me, but from some others. But I believe it's for my own good. They wouldn't set such high expectation for me if they don't love me. But what if I'm losing my faith on all these....
Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Yeah that should be it. Shilah thinks too much when the matter is as easy as ABCs isin't ?
Off to doing my report now and I have yet to start on my common test revisions. In every bad, there's always some good.
And for some reason I miss my grandparents who left me ever since I was 9 years old. My grandmother who left when it's like one day before my 8th birthday. My grandfather who died like 1 year later after my grandmother's when he just arrived Singapore (from his homeland, Indonesia) hoping to visit us in Singapore but 'fainted' at some bus-stop and yes, couldn't make it. and not to mention the grandparents on my father's side who I have never see before. I miss their love and their comfort. I miss having a life. I miss having someone to cry on and easily ask for help when my mum/dad scolded me or even beat me. I miss sleeping over at their place. yes, I miss it all.
That's the reason why I always get curious whenever friends talks about grandparents. It's like "woahhh, soo good" those kinda thing. yeahh..
hey ho!
Saw a lot of familiar faces in 184 today. Eg. Suhaifah, Siva, Alvin and also one more girl which I can’t remember what her name is. Fellow westsprings people! (: Didn’t talk a lot with them, just a simple “hi” and a smile before I emo-ed my way to school while listening to some songs. Superr tired.
I was the second person to reach school today! Hahahahah sehhh. Even the lecture class door wasn’t open yet. I was the second person to arrive besides Kenji being the first. Talked while waiting for Mr Clement to come.
Oh yarr, currently using vista transformation pack for XP. Super cool. Ok abit side-tracked.. -.-
Watched some videos about the different cultures/practices in Singapore depending on various races. The show was called “The Gods Must Be Hungry” taken from Discovery Channel. Interesting show! Learned a lot from that particular video.
Mr Clement gave us break before he start the quiz. Me & Nurul went off to Co-op and get some junk before going back to class. Quiz was alright. Passed though. And It was like some bloody surprise quiz. Lucky me
Met up with Yishan, Janet and Azizah. Then I went off to meet someone as I have matter to attend to. Janet left earlier since she will be working. Dhiya joined us instead! We went to chill/slack/crapped/makan at Holland Village after I finished doing my stuff. The place is like super cool. Windmills !
Dhiya will be having her driving BBT test today. She wanted us to wait for her till like 6pm ? But the rest decided to go home first. Walked with Dhiya to the bus-stop while Azizah & Yishan took bus from another bus-stop.
Dhiya was like talking to someone (whom I assume is her boyfriend) on the phone. Hahahaha. See, I was like talking to some wall while walking to the bus-stop. Wthh and let me remind you I was like super high.
Oh yahh, I got a new motivation to look forward to in school. (:
And Yishan is super good at finding my new blog lahh! HAHAHA!
Ok, super sleepy now! Gonna take a nap before I get a kick-start on my surveys, em3a tutorial & also my 800-1000 word report.
Help me do a simple survey please ?
Hope all good so far!
Saw a lot of familiar faces in 184 today. Eg. Suhaifah, Siva, Alvin and also one more girl which I can’t remember what her name is. Fellow westsprings people! (: Didn’t talk a lot with them, just a simple “hi” and a smile before I emo-ed my way to school while listening to some songs. Superr tired.
I was the second person to reach school today! Hahahahah sehhh. Even the lecture class door wasn’t open yet. I was the second person to arrive besides Kenji being the first. Talked while waiting for Mr Clement to come.
Oh yarr, currently using vista transformation pack for XP. Super cool. Ok abit side-tracked.. -.-
Watched some videos about the different cultures/practices in Singapore depending on various races. The show was called “The Gods Must Be Hungry” taken from Discovery Channel. Interesting show! Learned a lot from that particular video.
Mr Clement gave us break before he start the quiz. Me & Nurul went off to Co-op and get some junk before going back to class. Quiz was alright. Passed though. And It was like some bloody surprise quiz. Lucky me
Met up with Yishan, Janet and Azizah. Then I went off to meet someone as I have matter to attend to. Janet left earlier since she will be working. Dhiya joined us instead! We went to chill/slack/crapped/makan at Holland Village after I finished doing my stuff. The place is like super cool. Windmills !
Dhiya will be having her driving BBT test today. She wanted us to wait for her till like 6pm ? But the rest decided to go home first. Walked with Dhiya to the bus-stop while Azizah & Yishan took bus from another bus-stop.
Dhiya was like talking to someone (whom I assume is her boyfriend) on the phone. Hahahaha. See, I was like talking to some wall while walking to the bus-stop. Wthh and let me remind you I was like super high.
Oh yahh, I got a new motivation to look forward to in school. (:
And Yishan is super good at finding my new blog lahh! HAHAHA!
Ok, super sleepy now! Gonna take a nap before I get a kick-start on my surveys, em3a tutorial & also my 800-1000 word report.
Help me do a simple survey please ?
Hope all good so far!
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Please forgive me. I’ve did the most sinful things in the century.
No, I didn’t kill anyone.
No, I didn't cheat on anyone or anything.
No, I didn’t steal anything..
But..
.
.
.
.
I pon-ned Digital Electronics lecture and tutorial both on the same day!
Long story short, I couldn’t wake up to go to school early in the morning today. What can I say ? I was too tired/sleept after burning midnight oil for the bloody maths test today. So I decided to skip both digital electronics lecture and tutorial and came to school only at 11am for the maths test.
Speaking of which, the maths test was surprisingly manageable! Hahahaha. At least I can do all though. But I assure you there’s like dozens careless mistakes or something. Heck!
Telecommunication lecture was a drag. I was basically just copying down notes blindly while listening to some songs. Imagine, there your lecturer talking while your ears were already plugged. Yup yup!
Analogue circuit design and application lecture was alright. I managed to pay some close attention to his “MIC” accent after which I gave up half-way through and just copy down blindly and Azizah was there to spot the mistakes which I’ve copied. Told you I was copying blindly and played my friend’s psp for awhile during the lecture.
Alright, enough of today.
Went to town after school with Yishan, Janet & Azizah yesterday. Janet & Azizah had to find some formal clothes for business etiquette project. Walking around randomlessly was rather tiring. And oh my god, finding formal clothes that suits us personally is very very difficult. Visited the workplace to crap for a short while and some nice people actually told that “free hug” people that I wanted free hugs. Omg! o.0
And we took lots of photos! (courtesy of yishan & azizah.)
Tomorrow will be having lessons from 9-12 and will be staying back to teach Azizah maths. That is if I know how to. 0.0
Okay, off to more tutorials now! Common test cominggg!
Free hugs anyone?
hey hey you you !
I was just checking my NPmail when I decided to take a break from revising my engineering mathematics and I saw this :
I am wondering.....Where is everyone hiding? How come I cannot find you? Are you not talking to me and not talking to one another? What am I going to do with you?
Oh. I means the DISCUSSION FORUM.
I have, so far, 5 participants, including myself. I wait for you to post your comments.
Hey! You are MY STUDENTS! Friends, If I cannot depend on you, whom am I going to depend on?
and to make matter more "funny" the title of the mail was like " I am missing my students"!
o.0 omg..
I have a super act cute engineering mathematics lecturer cum tutor! hahahahahaha ok.. that abit weird.
ACT CUTE!
okay.. I'm off for somemore revision!
hope life been good!
I was just checking my NPmail when I decided to take a break from revising my engineering mathematics and I saw this :
Oh. I means the DISCUSSION FORUM.
I have, so far, 5 participants, including myself. I wait for you to post your comments.
Hey! You are MY STUDENTS! Friends, If I cannot depend on you, whom am I going to depend on?
and to make matter more "funny" the title of the mail was like " I am missing my students"!
o.0 omg..
I have a super act cute engineering mathematics lecturer cum tutor! hahahahahaha ok.. that abit weird.
ACT CUTE!
okay.. I'm off for somemore revision!
hope life been good!
Sunday, May 13, 2007
hey!
okay people, I such a total sucker today. I totally spaced about my TP test 1 tomorrow and I haven't even touch that bloody book to revise. and worse come to worse, I'm supposed to work tonight. what the hell lahh.
So, I had to sms naz about not being able to come down for work and feel 12104032859743964 x very bad about it. I suck. How can I be sooo irresponsible? fuck!
Won't be able to tag along for Mothers' Day dinner too since I have to study like some ass. yeah great, everybody goes except me. niceee. I love today. My dad didn't allow me to go out since he said "you have to study" with those big big god-damn eyes of his. dammit lahh.. it's just a stupid test, not yet the bloody examinations.
Damn test, damn telemunications & damn me for being so stupid.
All the test & common test coming up. Life gonna be one hella'of'a ride. I shall stop complaining here. I'll go and bang my head against the wall or something.
Just shoot me if I fail this test and I'll forever be grateful to you.
thanks.
'Cause you know,you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Far Away-Nickleback
okay people, I such a total sucker today. I totally spaced about my TP test 1 tomorrow and I haven't even touch that bloody book to revise. and worse come to worse, I'm supposed to work tonight. what the hell lahh.
So, I had to sms naz about not being able to come down for work and feel 12104032859743964 x very bad about it. I suck. How can I be sooo irresponsible? fuck!
Won't be able to tag along for Mothers' Day dinner too since I have to study like some ass. yeah great, everybody goes except me. niceee. I love today. My dad didn't allow me to go out since he said "you have to study" with those big big god-damn eyes of his. dammit lahh.. it's just a stupid test, not yet the bloody examinations.
Damn test, damn telemunications & damn me for being so stupid.
All the test & common test coming up. Life gonna be one hella'of'a ride. I shall stop complaining here. I'll go and bang my head against the wall or something.
Just shoot me if I fail this test and I'll forever be grateful to you.
thanks.
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Far Away-Nickleback
hey.
you know sometimes, I wish I was a robot. I will feel no pain, no fatigue, no stress, no worries and yes overall being monotonous and not being super sian over anything.
gahhhhhhhh.
I wanna go to and hang myself upside down on a monkey bar/pulls-up bar and let all the blood flows to my brain, overflowing my tiny skull and just be sick and be numb to everything else that hurts.
band was super tiring yet fruitful. Ended early since Mr Tan wanted to celebrate Mothers' Day at home. hahahahaha. wthh! since I have some time to spare, went on an ice-cream date with Janet in canteen 1. hahahaa. tried the new "choco-love" by cornetto. will try "tira-miss-you" soon! (: cute names. then off I went to work and reach at around 5.15pm.
work work, and did cut-and-paste! and omg lahh.. while doing cut-and -paste, fridge 1 (or was it 3?) was off all along! I became super panic and edmund wasnt helping at all. He was saying how the shop gonna be close tomorrow cause everything gonna melt and everyone going to blame me. Rachel said he was mean. He is though for that moment! There's like 10 SHAPED gelato in that bloody fridge already. and i seriously saw the fridge was switch "on" and in fact, there was already 2 full gelato in it before I start cut-and-paste.
shilah: How I wish you're doing cut-and-paste now, and the fridge will be off instead of me!!
Ed: It will never happen shilah. *confident*
shilah: What the hell lah!
rachelchan: It will happen while you're making gelato then!
shilah: woohooo rachel rocks!! *laughs*
Gonna do online tutorial now. dammnn! many things undone =\ and some stupid retard just nudged me on msn while I'm typing this entry. TWICE! im off to killing someone now while doing tutorials.
speak soon.
Existentialism would love this.
you know sometimes, I wish I was a robot. I will feel no pain, no fatigue, no stress, no worries and yes overall being monotonous and not being super sian over anything.
gahhhhhhhh.
I wanna go to and hang myself upside down on a monkey bar/pulls-up bar and let all the blood flows to my brain, overflowing my tiny skull and just be sick and be numb to everything else that hurts.
band was super tiring yet fruitful. Ended early since Mr Tan wanted to celebrate Mothers' Day at home. hahahahaha. wthh! since I have some time to spare, went on an ice-cream date with Janet in canteen 1. hahahaa. tried the new "choco-love" by cornetto. will try "tira-miss-you" soon! (: cute names. then off I went to work and reach at around 5.15pm.
work work, and did cut-and-paste! and omg lahh.. while doing cut-and -paste, fridge 1 (or was it 3?) was off all along! I became super panic and edmund wasnt helping at all. He was saying how the shop gonna be close tomorrow cause everything gonna melt and everyone going to blame me. Rachel said he was mean. He is though for that moment! There's like 10 SHAPED gelato in that bloody fridge already. and i seriously saw the fridge was switch "on" and in fact, there was already 2 full gelato in it before I start cut-and-paste.
Ed: It will never happen shilah. *confident*
shilah: What the hell lah!
rachelchan: It will happen while you're making gelato then!
shilah: woohooo rachel rocks!! *laughs*
Gonna do online tutorial now. dammnn! many things undone =\ and some stupid retard just nudged me on msn while I'm typing this entry. TWICE! im off to killing someone now while doing tutorials.
speak soon.
Existentialism would love this.
Friday, May 11, 2007
hey.
sorry for the long hiatus. Was super busy this week and I realised my only day of break (as in after school, no work, band na-uh) was just Tuesday. Other than that, I wont be home till late night. yup.
Quizzes and common test are just around the corner. and I realised I sure sound like some geek blogging about school right here, so enough said! oh ya, changed of blog url since I wanna stay low profile and yeah, if you've reach at this very page, congratulation!
Band was super fun yet tiring. Band camp coming up very soonnn! hahaha my first camp after like ages of un-camping! wooooo. *noobness* and I can't believed I became a victim yesterday in band. I hope the rumour won't spread any further. please people! It's just a comment. duhhhh!
I realised that sometimes those who look super dao are not that dao. In fact, they're super friendly. hahahahaha. okay, like..
he:"yo yo yo" (walk pass)
me:*not looking, not hearing anything*
he:(looks back) "yo yo!"(waves)
me:"huh? ohhh hi!"
hahahahahahaha. okay lahh, my bad!
and I think I'm gonna kill Edmund cause he just reminded/counted the number of day that I was late for school for this week. The freaking results is : I'm late for the whole week this week!
hahahahahahahahaha. ok ok, I'm like sooooo freaking deadd. okay okay, I need a change!
for those who have yet to watch 200 Pounds Beauty, go watch it! go watch it before it ends! hahaha it's super funny ! go watch it *thumbs up* okay next on the list is gonna be Pirates Of The Caribbean and not forgetting Harry Potter. I hope the usual 4A gang remembered the promise. heh. "we will meet 1 year later to watch the next Harry Potter installation okay." hahahaha how cute! -.-
just slap me. o.0
speak soon.
sorry for the long hiatus. Was super busy this week and I realised my only day of break (as in after school, no work, band na-uh) was just Tuesday. Other than that, I wont be home till late night. yup.
Quizzes and common test are just around the corner. and I realised I sure sound like some geek blogging about school right here, so enough said! oh ya, changed of blog url since I wanna stay low profile and yeah, if you've reach at this very page, congratulation!
Band was super fun yet tiring. Band camp coming up very soonnn! hahaha my first camp after like ages of un-camping! wooooo. *noobness* and I can't believed I became a victim yesterday in band. I hope the rumour won't spread any further. please people! It's just a comment. duhhhh!
I realised that sometimes those who look super dao are not that dao. In fact, they're super friendly. hahahahaha. okay, like..
me:*not looking, not hearing anything*
he:(looks back) "yo yo!"(waves)
me:"huh? ohhh hi!"
hahahahahahaha. okay lahh, my bad!
and I think I'm gonna kill Edmund cause he just reminded/counted the number of day that I was late for school for this week. The freaking results is : I'm late for the whole week this week!
hahahahahahahahaha. ok ok, I'm like sooooo freaking deadd. okay okay, I need a change!
for those who have yet to watch 200 Pounds Beauty, go watch it! go watch it before it ends! hahaha it's super funny ! go watch it *thumbs up* okay next on the list is gonna be Pirates Of The Caribbean and not forgetting Harry Potter. I hope the usual 4A gang remembered the promise. heh. "we will meet 1 year later to watch the next Harry Potter installation okay." hahahaha how cute! -.-
just slap me. o.0
speak soon.
Monday, May 07, 2007
Hey!
Okay, I have like 4 hours of lectures/2 hours of tutorial tomorrow. All the boring modules will all be pack in 1 whole damn day. School starts at 10am and ends at 5pm. After which I have sectional band practice tomorrow and also rush down to help out at work tomorrow night. Hahahaha. Okay, just listing out “what-to-do” list for tomorrow so that I won’t forget a single thing.
Anchovy pizza is gross. Okay, maybe only this particular one. Gahhhhhh. I’m traumatized by it already.
Celebrated Naz’s advance birthday today!
Wooo^^drew by Edmund (edmundo)! hahaha soo cool. looks just like a tattoo ! how I wish tattoo-ing is not a sin. hahahaha okay okay. I'm losing it.
Ok, I’m kinda spaced out on what to blog about now.
Monday tomorrow, we'll have to go through this once more. All round of tiring shots to be dealt with. Thats it man, I'm on. I'm ready for anything. school. Should stop slacking as of this week.
Hope all good!
Speak soon.
Okay, I have like 4 hours of lectures/2 hours of tutorial tomorrow. All the boring modules will all be pack in 1 whole damn day. School starts at 10am and ends at 5pm. After which I have sectional band practice tomorrow and also rush down to help out at work tomorrow night. Hahahaha. Okay, just listing out “what-to-do” list for tomorrow so that I won’t forget a single thing.
Anchovy pizza is gross. Okay, maybe only this particular one. Gahhhhhh. I’m traumatized by it already.
Celebrated Naz’s advance birthday today!
Wooo^^drew by Edmund (edmundo)! hahaha soo cool. looks just like a tattoo ! how I wish tattoo-ing is not a sin. hahahaha okay okay. I'm losing it.
Ok, I’m kinda spaced out on what to blog about now.
Monday tomorrow, we'll have to go through this once more. All round of tiring shots to be dealt with. Thats it man, I'm on. I'm ready for anything. school. Should stop slacking as of this week.
Hope all good!
Speak soon.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
okay, I'm kinda hungry right now. To date, this is the tenth days mum didn't cook. =\ I'll managed by cooking some food for myself though. Even if she cooked, I bet the food gonna go to waste though cause most of us do not eat that much at home. It's usually outside food-packed-home.
okay, day started out by going out for band audition. It was freaking long till it's finally my turn. and yes, kinda regretted for hoping it would be my turn soon the moment I entered the audition room. I went all nervous and yes, mind-block. They gave each of us a part to play, as in, a piece you've never see before! diee. soo yes, I just stared at that score and just "oh shit."
played any-oh- how! and the instructor was like super unhappy. He didn't even smile. gahhh.
emo-ed in canteen 1 with the rest of the section and soon Janet, aqeel and this girl (i forgot her name) came to join us. janet trimmed her hair again lah! like omg, the moment she feel emo she will be thinking of cutting her hair. relax. went for practice even half-heartedly.
surprisingly practice was quite fun. yupp. band ended early and the results of the audition is out! I'm in. haaaaaa. okok kill me. But, I still think it's kinda unfair to audition us this way. damn you. I shall skip about band from here onwards. this bores me.
Rush off to work and I wasn't really that late as expected! 6.08pm. I was being corrupted by the other khoo to bully the other khoo. hahahaha. okay lahh. not that bad. I guess. fun fun fun (: and yes, hazelnut chillisimo is still the best! yay! learned some new quotes today. quotes as in weird/funny sentences that some people used.
"B.I.T.C.H" *walks from one corner to the other*
Did closing and left at around 1.44am.
everything that happened today was "ok-lah" Not much comments on today!
will update when I feel like it.
speak soon.
Friday, May 04, 2007
hey.
a quick update before I'm off to sleep.
How I wish there would be more number of hours in a day. Life been soo hectic with events,practice,school, tutorials and not forgetting my Television Beyond Entertainment project which yet to start! 2 more weeks to upcoming maths quiz and all the many other 'tsunami' of quizzes.
It's already the 3rd week of school and yet I'm slacking like mad. Either way, I should be ready for both the common test and also the naggings. My old time-plan kinda backfired & I should jolly well throw it and make a new one! damn it! anothr failure!
First tutorial gonna start at 8am tomorrow and hope I can wake up by then. Let a stone/rock or whatsoever fall hard on me so that I'll wake up and rush off to school in time. Pleaseee. I beg you. Most probably gonna spend my time in the band room till it's time for work .
Whatsoever, gonna upload pictures in the next post. too tired to upload now.
Busy busy,
run run
no fun, die young.
Any way, the work
gets done.
Hurry hurry, here, there
no fair, grey hair
either way, there's none
to share.
Rush rush, up, down,
to town, round & round
get their way, don't
fuck around.
Work work, sleep sleep
bed, streets, not a peep.
No learning, cause the curve's
too steep.
know how to get through me.
hope life been good.
speak soon.
a quick update before I'm off to sleep.
How I wish there would be more number of hours in a day. Life been soo hectic with events,practice,school, tutorials and not forgetting my Television Beyond Entertainment project which yet to start! 2 more weeks to upcoming maths quiz and all the many other 'tsunami' of quizzes.
It's already the 3rd week of school and yet I'm slacking like mad. Either way, I should be ready for both the common test and also the naggings. My old time-plan kinda backfired & I should jolly well throw it and make a new one! damn it! anothr failure!
First tutorial gonna start at 8am tomorrow and hope I can wake up by then. Let a stone/rock or whatsoever fall hard on me so that I'll wake up and rush off to school in time. Pleaseee. I beg you. Most probably gonna spend my time in the band room till it's time for work .
Whatsoever, gonna upload pictures in the next post. too tired to upload now.
run run
no fun, die young.
Any way, the work
gets done.
Hurry hurry, here, there
no fair, grey hair
either way, there's none
to share.
Rush rush, up, down,
to town, round & round
get their way, don't
fuck around.
Work work, sleep sleep
bed, streets, not a peep.
No learning, cause the curve's
too steep.
know how to get through me.
hope life been good.
speak soon.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
hey.
two days of my break coming to an end.
Start from tomorrow will be schooling/tutorialing/studying till the next holiday which is 30/05. By then, I would most probably be dead or something. =\ okay maybe life may not be that bad. *positive*
started my day with some mild flu! achooing all over. woke up at 8am to complete my e-tutorial asap. It's my e-learning day remember?
Happy 18th birthday to Her Er. Hope you had a great time today! even though I was like practically sick/down/quiet the whole time lar. I'm not a great company I guess. and yes, spiderman 3 rocks! I so wanna watch it again! Happy Happy 18th buddy! (and shit, everybody is 18 years or older but not me.) 18 18 18 18 18 !!
Went out with Her Er to watch spiderman 3 and also had dinner at Fish & Co. Rushed down to school at 615pm to have some self-band practice. Okay, after which I surprisingly start to hate band for some reasons. I miss my old band. gahhhhhhh. just kill me for saying this.
speaking of which, I have some maths tutorials to complete before it overdue. Oh damn, wait.. it's already overdue. die! I still owned Junius his chocolate. Since he was being so nice in helping me out with my tutorial. how "nice." -.-
Soooo hope/prays/wish I can wake up for tomorrow 11am lecture. I will have some stupid long day in school tomorrow. won't be home till 11pm I guess. *sighh* It's a tough,tough world and cant it get any worse? I need a new motivation!
last but not least, I hate politics.
I realised I have more hates rather than likes for today. damn it. damn the whole thing.
oh well,like Janet would usually say: "emo-ing/DND"
many thanks and bye.
two days of my break coming to an end.
Start from tomorrow will be schooling/tutorialing/studying till the next holiday which is 30/05. By then, I would most probably be dead or something. =\ okay maybe life may not be that bad. *positive*
started my day with some mild flu! achooing all over. woke up at 8am to complete my e-tutorial asap. It's my e-learning day remember?
Happy 18th birthday to Her Er. Hope you had a great time today! even though I was like practically sick/down/quiet the whole time lar. I'm not a great company I guess. and yes, spiderman 3 rocks! I so wanna watch it again! Happy Happy 18th buddy! (and shit, everybody is 18 years or older but not me.) 18 18 18 18 18 !!
Went out with Her Er to watch spiderman 3 and also had dinner at Fish & Co. Rushed down to school at 615pm to have some self-band practice. Okay, after which I surprisingly start to hate band for some reasons. I miss my old band. gahhhhhhh. just kill me for saying this.
speaking of which, I have some maths tutorials to complete before it overdue. Oh damn, wait.. it's already overdue. die! I still owned Junius his chocolate. Since he was being so nice in helping me out with my tutorial. how "nice." -.-
Soooo hope/prays/wish I can wake up for tomorrow 11am lecture. I will have some stupid long day in school tomorrow. won't be home till 11pm I guess. *sighh* It's a tough,tough world and cant it get any worse? I need a new motivation!
last but not least, I hate politics.
I realised I have more hates rather than likes for today. damn it. damn the whole thing.
oh well,like Janet would usually say: "emo-ing/DND"
many thanks and bye.
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