HELLO

I'VE MOVED.
this blog will still be up for memories/recreational purposes.
take for example: for me to laugh when i'm down!

:D

dont have a clue

it's quite scary looking at how many cowards trying to frame others slowly existing in shilah-topia. this site meant for me to write down my everyday happenings and thoughts so as i could read back what happening to me those past few years. well, not exactly thoughts since i don't think much stuff except for rubbish.

and you know what, most of them came from a friend's blog. scary shit.

oh well, chatbox will be down for now since humans like you are thriving too many for 1 to handle. esp since you're saying my friends. thats just the end. so most prob, now you'll have to shoo off and find another blog to hang about. cause you just don't have a life. well too bad, i do and i dont have enough time like losers out there to just create a ruckus in this blog arena.

here i am, contemplating whether i should switch to another bloghost. getting sick and tired of blogger, plus the blogger 'world' is too small. seriously, life doesn't seem quite normal now.

camp@Ubin2007

i slept like a log the moment i reached home yesterday. from like 7pm to 11am this morning.i didn't even eat dinner. camp was great! my first time in ubin too and now my body start to itch from all the mosquitos bites! it doesnt itch in ubin though. AHHHH!




bumboat!

welcomeee to ubin! (omg, look at shaella)

we had to walk around 30mins to the campsite. as in, the place where we're gonna sleep! the dogs kept on following us too. more of like a guard dog i think. but but it's super big . i dont mind if the dog is cute & cuddly but those over there in ubin, is like oh my god. me and shaella has to be on our guards!

alright, quite sad actually cause the whole day were soo packed with activities. didn't manage to take any unglam/cool pics of us doing the activities. have to wait for the photos from the seniors.

stuff from the campfire!



our late night activities!

and not bad, i've learnt how to play bluff and poker. hahhaha, and i realised foul words came together with all the poker gamings too. according to shaella cause she cursed during one of the game leaving the rest bewildered. 0.0




not forgetting our pet and bratty the monkey back in ubin!

oh yess, bratty is dune's monkey bear that she brought with her to a camp! why the hell would you bring that to a camp huh dune? seriously, you should have bought 'bitchy' instead of bratty. cause i can relate that much more to you.


we won the telematch!

i would like to protect myself and the rest how awful we look like after the telematch. it's like powder on your face that could last for 100 years. except that it wasnt really powder but flour. and the flour stucked on my teeth! eeewww.





you know that guy in red? his name is xin hua or something. cant remember how to spell it but i know how to say it. hahaha, anyways during the nightwalk from the campfire site to the campsite it wa seriously just total darkness and i didn't want to be the one standing at the side while walking through the trail. and out of desperation i shouted "ah huat!" instead of his name cause i didnt catch his name at first.



oh yess, the moment we reach mainland we went off for lunch at changi village. me shaella dune & huichi ate the famous nasi lemak for freeee. all thanks to shaella! cause apparently the owner was shaella's mum friend. woooo. and i drank 2 big cups of COLD drinks.

alright, sorry for the vague description of stuff in ubin. but seriously, i think i'm suffering brain damage or something right now. can't think of stuff in the right order. many thanks to ceetee & yishan for taking care of shilah-topia while i was away.

stop spelling the word: trouble

i'm back from Ubin & back to mainland! back to merrymaking and back to work! or maybe should i say : trouble ? alright alright, i need to sleeeeeeep. Think i'm very much deprived of everything right now. I'm deprived of cold drinking water, sleeeep and pretty much everything. i wonder how many litres of blood i've lost to those miniatures vampires even though not as much as zhihui.

alright alright, SLEEEEEEEEP.

you tell me don't lie

soo boring, dread. one of those days where i actually did basically nothing but just rot. that's just sick, so sick that i wouldnt want to stay at home any longer for this holiday. at least, i've packed my bag and all set for camp. speaking of which, this blog will be down till thursday.

I've already planned what to do for the rest of the holidays and not forgetting 2008. I'll give myself 6months to achieve what i've already planned. i like to set targets even though sometimes it tends to hold me back on other stuff that come by.

other than that, hope life's good.

specimen

hey peeps, presenting the very first anti-shilahtopia tagger.


i've been expecting this for quite some time actually since i know this blogging thingy is something which anybody/any freak could come and visit randomly. and hmm, not forgetting to leave their stench behind. not bad, at least you're noticed here. well, at least by me. cause some of my friends are thinking you're just a freak.

how about a proper name? c'mon be proud of your name. i bet everybody is. and i think you should too, since you declared yourself as pretty.whats the harm. too bad sitemeter doesn't tell names. else i could help you in like gaining more attention for your popularity level.

and errr, there's like several pics of different people in my blog and i would like to clarify which one of us is acting cute? hahaha, sorry but my friend wants to know. if you're referring to me, i didn't say i'm pretty/cute/ugly? like omg, since when am i soo thick-skinned? i know my place alrighty.

anyways, you're welcome missypretty for visiting SHILAH-topia.
too bad it's not missypretty-topia, then maybe we wont give a fuck about your stench.

all that surrounds you

you know it's a lie, what you kept inside.

breaktheice

(click to enlarge collage)

soo as to save myself from some humiliation, it's better i admit it myself.

HELLO UNIVERSE, today was my first trip to Vivo City despite it being officially opened long ago and i've stayed in Singapore for 18 years of my hellish life. yes yes, ok now laugh in unison and stop abruptly while i continue with much grace in a few moment.

went down to ngeeann to meetup first. janet has to settle her bbq stuff while the rest of us went to kill some time in the library while waiting for her. thus decided to go to vivo with janet&azizah being the 'ohsotalented' tourguides. really girls, i think you should work with the tourism board. should be a good addition.

with all the sales going on, but nothing seems appealing. whatever.


should be a good portfolio pic for guides.

presenting emo and errr, yawnings.

seriously janet, i didnt know you're that flexible.

headed down to town to meet shiqi. coolness. hahhaha, and seriously, going home from town at almost midnight is like nightmare. ohmygod, nightrider save my/shiqi's money. since my dad didn't want to give me money today but just $25. what the hell. okkk, at least i tried to minimise my spendings today.

STILL TRYING.

few hours before my holidays officially started

R A I N B O W: we go sentosa?!
your biggest fan: GO BEACH LAH
your biggest fan: OMGGG
your biggest fan: JANET YOU'RE NOT HELPING
R A I N B O W: omg!!
your biggest fan: IMLIKETHINKINGBOUTHOLIDAYSBEFOREMYPAPERHAVEYETTOFINISH
R A I N B O W: AAAAHH!!
R A I N B O W: I STILL GOT 2 PAPERS LA
your biggest fan: STOP CORRUPTING ME
your biggest fan: OMGGG
R A I N B O W: EUU KEEPING ASKING MI WHERE
R A I N B O W: AAAHHH EUU SUCK!!
your biggest fan: NOW IM LOOKING AT PUMPS AND I SAW SENTOSA
R A I N B O W: I WAN GO BEACH !!
R A I N B O W: IM DOIN CALCULATIONS LA
R A I N B O W: SHUT UP SHILAH
your biggest fan: GO GO GO LETS GO
so where are we actually going? i'm gonna be nice enough to come all the way down to ngeeann later to fetch you people then we can set off together. but seriously, the destination will be known tomorrow. current plan is to go: Vivo. cause i'm the noob who has never set foot on Vivo.

azizah is having this weird favourite word on msn which is "baybeh". She said that to me too many times today in msn. It's too disturbing for me to actually imagine her saying that to me in real life. not bad ahh, gooo azizah. :D

long time coming

hellooooooo holly, it's holidays! like woooo. ok maybe not that big deal since it's only like a few weeks affair. The pre-WFT was kinda nerve-wrecking, but but everything ended so fast that the paper started at 4pm but i handed in my paper by 445pm. like errr, haha. i bet this is like the most manageable paper compare to the other 2 which is kinda screwed.

and then here comes the boring fact. right after the paper, i went home. yaaaaaaa, cause i want to sleep. Actually i'm suppose to be asleep right now. Guess i'll go out tomorrow with Janet&Azizah after their paper. FASTER END IT ALRIGHT, PEOPLE.

other than that, guess i'll induce myself with Heroes episodes right now. Since everyone is either out or studying for tomorrow's paper or better still, take Dune for example cause i heard she's going to DXO to get herself wasted. i'm innocent, Heroes is good

Shiqi, ARE YOU BACK YET?

i need a bigger brain.

yishan, i definitely agree that this should be an open book test.

I realised the only way to survive this paper is to eat-up your notes hoping that the information would digest and the blood would carry the information up to your brain. and it would stay up there with blood & informations stucked on your head which literally makes your head feel heavy accompanied by throbbing headache.

or maybe i can try and act like as if i'm enjoying reading these notes like i would read my favorite book. i wonder how poly gates, pumps & gauges can be like mystery, killing and lust.

most of my contactlist on msn are showing their patriotism for WFT.

• sharon has "fuck wft" on her nick.
• simone has "cant get wft into my head ohmygod"
• dennis has " f wft lah"

i swear by 530pm tomorrow, the devil in me will be unleashed again. AND i'm not gonna touch any notes for 2weeks. I will find other way to keep my termbreak busy. oh wait my termbreak is already packed.

i've been practicing cold turkey treatment to stay awake.
so cold that i don't feel the numbing effect anymore.

liar liar pants on fire

Alright, never mind about my previous post. It’s just some negative effect after a bloody paper. Screwed. Today’s was more bearable except for the mcq. Which is screwed too. And I bloody hell forgot/dontknow how to draw a bicmos when I bloody hell know it SHOULD be a bicmos then I drew CMOS with the ‘bi’ part of the bicmos missing.

Dune somehow made me laugh yesterday right after MPI paper cause of the sms she sent to me. I can imagine her saying “heyyyy.. I’m dead.” like a bimbo. If you know dune, you should know how she say that word with much bimbo-enthu. Ok shit, don’t kill me. I'm not badmouthing. Serious, it’s just super hilarious.

Oh yes, in case you’re wondering why I’m blogging this to a machine mass instead of studying is because I need a break before WFT takes the life out of me & at the same time, waiting for my dinner.

Few things I would like to type down, when I was young:

• I wore a batman costume once.
• I suffered from asthma and now it's gone. (my very first puffer was in K1.)
• I once fell in the toilet and broke my front tooth. (never to be found)
• I was involved in my kindergarten modelling competition for my class.

for every event that was organised by my kindergarten that i don't want to participate in, I would lie using the exact same lie over & over again.

that lie was: "my mother don't let me join"

and my mother would be the victim cause my teacher would confront my mother asking the reasons why leaving my mother bewildered saying: "SINCE WHEN. I DONT EVEN KNOW"

i was a very very veryyyyyy bad liar.
and still is, i think. okok, dinner ready bye.

why?

things has never been as real as what happened today.
once, i told myself i'm not going to suffer such disappointment,
i'm always gonna make it.

but face it, today's was as real as it can be.

the effort i've put in, i have no idea where it went.
the confidence i had, just seep away from me replaced by nothing but
just disappointment.

what went wrong?
i don't know.

you have no idea, how much i screwed up.

DA BOMB

VMA2007- ending entry.
NellyFurtado, Timbaland & Justin.
ohmygod.

unglam factor

CLICK TO ENLARGE.

alright, was awfully sick of studying and somehow i started looking at some langkawi photos that i didn't know when/where it was being taken. and thus, i realised i looked damn unglam when i have pics being taken without me knowing. wait i realised most of us do. HAHA, and yes thanks siqi for sending them to me. It took ages!

there's like 3 parts and to see them one by one is like being tortured slowly. hmm, execution needed for all these unglam photos. so nobody will know!

thus, lo and behold:


this pic was being pasted on block 8!

HAHAHA. zomg!


hello dennis & weixuan! now i remember.

btw janet, you're so dead. i hate you more than ever now. please remember that you're still vulnerable as long as the person who's gonna kill you is >180. not even he cant help you, seriously.

okok, my tummy hurts from all the laughing with azizah.

need direction, maybe?

are you lost?

don't worry, me too.

but somehow the lost world seem more ideal than the real world.

just like a race

one of our 'almost' midnight mugging affairs in school & i would like to thank ronald macdonalds for saving me & janet from dying of hunger. Though they were freaking late, and that delivery boy/freak was such an ass. He almost made me traumatised of macdonalds. ok people, no more eating at King Albert Park macs for the time being for my sake. let's try another fastfood delivery soon. and definitely not macs this time round.

saw yishan and was quite surprised that she was still in school. Cause there were only two emo muggers since dune went home early. like helloooooooo, why you went home so early? dont talk to me. just dont talk to me.

seriously, i wanna join Amazing Race! if i were to join then i'll be away for 2months. wooop! 2months of travelling, wth nice. i've yet to ask my parents for consent. let's goooo people.


totally, wheres your table manners?

roarrrrrr.

fries-y fries-y

okok, i've blogged nothing but just randoms.
bye.

how you used to be

are you quite sure of who you are ?

i dont know why i always feel so tired nowadays. plus, i've been sleeping damn early
so obviously it's not due to late nights. *gasp

as of today, won't be blogging much cause i'll be studying for my own good.
you too can see i'm not very much fond of that idea.

till then, hope life's been good.

ten feet

the weather is like soo nice for people to just sleep in and hibernate. The season is sooo nice for merrymaking, shopping, chillaxing & people are on holidays at this point of time.
everything is so not mugging-friendly. including my throat, feeling uneasy. gahhh.
finished reading through MPI & MCTE. have yet to try out MCTE papers. =\

i have no idea how to start WFT. it's freaking me out. all the words, zomg.

sorry janet for not coming down to NP to study with you! it was raining cats&dogs and i'm stucked indoors. tomorrow k? we'll study like as in seriouslyyyyyy HAVE to study & no other global affairs talks. focus focus.

me: ehh your 's' is too big!
shaella: her what is too big?
me: her 's' is too big.
dune & shaella: HAHA!
apparently they thought i was saying ass instead of 's' end up, the whole row was laughing.

anyways,
huichi's super coool antics.
seriously, she never fail to make me laugh.




everybody, please say awwwwwwwwwww.

went town after like soooo long yesterday and and,
thanks for the gummies shiqi! happy holidays.

screwed

FUCKED

& now my right leg hurts cause i kicked the side of my bed real hard.
that's it man, screwed.

azone:geek; so true.

janice seriously looked like a little girl in this but too bad she's 18.
planned to trim my hair today since my hair is getting out of hand and also that i'm just plain lazy to do anything about it anymore. but sadly, plan failed since i wasn't mentally prepared enough. cmon, it is a big deal kay?

it's like going to war and putting your life at stake. instead of facing thousands of enemies you'll just face one bloody hell who will be armed with so many different types of scissors. Instead of killing you, they will make the next 3-months of your life a living hell if a haircut go wrong. told you, it's damn big deal.

so u-turned and went back home. school was horrendously boring and this week will be filled with going through of test papers. goddd. and i'm like .. no hope right now. don't feel like opening my notes to study even. zomg. and guess what! we're having our first problem for Events management-.-. tell me how to react now? PDPR was cool yet erm, killer in some sense. but mine worked in the last few minutes :D dont know what went wrong actually but all i know the moment i changed IC it turns out fine.

there's like thousands of reason why i shouldn't teamup with huichi for 'amazing race'. we'll fight/argue 24-7 nonstop. she's a laughing hyena that wouldn't stop laughing for whatever the case gonna be. she loves to self-entertain herself by seeing other people being hurt, she'll use others as a punching/pinching bag and and, shilah will just die being with her. but overall, she's a good friend! she can seriously make me laugh no matter how $%^$^&*& i am. take example for pdpr practical. thinking of it makes my stomach sick right now.

okok, gonna watch HEROES right now & laugh at Hiro Nakamura
cause he's just too cute.

i looked sick!

zomg!

i'm beyond sian-ness and interest in MPI right now. and i kept on having this 'feeling' that there's alot to be done by tomorrow but but but, i just dont know what. and i only did 20steps on WFT mini project process flow when there's actually err.. 29?

okok, i can feel my brain is expanding. expanding till like 32k of internal RAM space which is sadly not big enough, should expand till 64k by next monday for common test. and half of it should go to WFT code space since it's like ZOMG memory work or should i say 'understanding'.

why RAM & not ROM ? ROM won't unable me to rewrite whatever i've learnt. so there will be no space to program myself to play (0x1000000 >= study) after 14dec.

okok shit, i'm writing in MPI. dieeee.
MPI quiz & PDPR lab test tomorrow, wish me goodluck.
god, i hope it's enough. i bloody hell hope it's enough.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i got it from school

ehh shit, i cant concentrate right now. i'm practically reading MPI blindly.
why isit soo difficult to be hardworking & so damn easy to be lazy?
gahhhh.

how we roll

so what are you, a robot or an alien?
shilah feels pretty much like a robot speaking in C language
and off she went to get some oil for her squeaky joints & rusty brain.

now it's our turn

yesterday class gathering with the 4A'05 people was ace! :D
despite the fact that we have to wait for the guys at macs for like bloody long,
other than that it was fun catching up. but only half the class came? but who cares, we still rock anyways. as usual :D ate at breeks and we booked table for 15.

oxj has to book in ns earlier than the rest since he failed his napha. HAHA, and heard that he's quite a hot stuff in yj that he practically pangseh us in meeting some girl (tianwei said). updates and just random questions like how everyone is doing currently. janice wants to be a wedding planner! that's something new. chenshan said 'ohh shit!' leaving faizah& me bewildered cause we've never heard her said that in sec sch.

tried remembering all the places where each of us sat during sec 4. and all those stuff that normal people do when they have a catchup sessions :D other than that, i was completely wasted on the whole journey home that i don't even know wanching has alighted from the bus!

okok, STTTTAAAAADDDDDDEEEEE now.

from left to right: wanching, stella, charm, janice, me & faizah
( - shihui & siti)

from left to right: xinyu, alvin, tianwei, linming, jingjie & sam