why?

things has never been as real as what happened today.
once, i told myself i'm not going to suffer such disappointment,
i'm always gonna make it.

but face it, today's was as real as it can be.

the effort i've put in, i have no idea where it went.
the confidence i had, just seep away from me replaced by nothing but
just disappointment.

what went wrong?
i don't know.

you have no idea, how much i screwed up.