pingpong

do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? i'm standing on the edge and i don't know what else to give. you got me on my knees.

i just feel like shouting these lyrics to somebody's face. you maybe. no wait, you definitely.

head on straight

underneath the weight of the heavy sky, I will grow my wings. I will learn to fly cause even though my heart is big enough to fly away, underneath the confidence well i will never say "i'm strong enough." do you know? do you know how it feels to be angry? do you know how it feels to be hurt? when you lived all your life for a moment, just to prove that you know what its worth.do you know?

when you trust in appearing tomorrow. when you learn to forgive every day. all the times that you thought could be trusted. in the end of the day, they could all fall away. do you know?

on a slight note: halle berry was hot in catwoman! hah

did i hear you right

sorry if i've caused any hard feelings.
sorry if i've done anything to hurt you in any way.
sorry if you're bruised and battered by the words i've said.
or just not being there at all as a friend.

i know i might have been rude at times,
might have hurt your feelings in anyway without me realising.

friends near and far,it's been a year & here i am
seeking for forgiveness.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, maaf zahir dan batin.

MY NIECE CAN STEAL YOUR MOJO

or donuts,

unfairness exist everywhere, whether you can see it or not.
some people love, some people cry. some people live, some people die
some people run, right into the fire. some people hide, their every disire.
some people fly, some people fall. see, there's always a downside of everything.

other than realising/emoing to the fact stated above, i saw ms waheeda (waheehee)
my sec literature teacher in town with her ... boyfriend!
heh, and she bought gelato from me :D

i remembered during class, we'll be asking her who her boyfriend is & all.
can't blame us kaypohs-kia, it's damn interesting to know about other people's
life sometimes after knowing how much our life suck.

i was like "Miss Waheeda!!" *weird smile that i usually give when i found out something*

random lines from today:
me washing spoons then 'eh, how much hariraya money you giving ar naz?'
naz trying to jaywalk 'eh don't die! you haven't give me hariraya money!'
& i was almost murdered. shit, i'm broke after buying that bag. $159, gonee.

escapade

haven't update for 2-days caused i was out & will not reach home till 3am+
done some shopping for hariraya & school at the same time
went to uncle's kampong on tuesday to help out & i almost died

tried to learn ketupat making but hahaha, failed.
i don't know how to make laa, soo diffcult & confusing.
my first ever lesson on ketupat making since sec 3 and still failed. dope!
afterwhich i started messing around with dad's car.


i was fascinated with this candle thingy caused
it was like lit up from one house to another and and, it was such a cool scene!

yesterday was great! woke up in the morning to go and buy notes/books for school
but the auntie said on friday then it will be ready. lame lar, plus i've got 4 notes to buy.
mum called saying we'll be going out to malaysia again, didn't want to tag along at first,
cause was super tired but decided to follow the very last minute. shopping!

dunkin donuts!

ahh yes, what a way to convert whatever your shopping cost
to SING dollars with a dunkin donut in hand.
feat. my cousin-in-law


WORK LATER! hope all's good.

the other side

i think it's time to tame myself back to schoolself since it's 5 more days and i'll be back in school/hell whichever applicable. should stop those latenight surfings and mindless msn chattings. well, but thats kinda hard to stop. no more huhuhaha around with no dead-dues of stuffos. i think i've misplaced my pencilcase somewhere, everywhere or anywhere around in the house. oooh, and facebook is taking over friendster by becoming the next addictive thing on the net. screwed. untamed shilah. tsk!

hariraya is in 4 days. need to make a whole long list of those who i need to seek forgiveness. hahaha, i know i haven't be a good girl. alrighty, i'll ask for forgiveness and next year i'll continue suan-ing people again. then ask for forgiveness again and blah blah blah. the cycle continues :D

i'm going malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! woop woop!

baby this is a new age,
your like my new craze
let's get together, maybe we can start a new phase
the smoke's got the club all hazy spotlights don't do you justice baby
why don't you come over here?
you got me sayin ayo i'm tired of using technology

i want to be a kampong-kia.

we can start a new phase

ok, decided to change back to the new template.
it's neater & easier on the eyes.
i think, im already too used to the new template thingy too.
just came back from work, working with zaid after like soo long!
hahaha, funny. bloody retardface.

zaid kept on facebook-ing during working hours! should have spied on his password,
but he typed too fast. then, while he has to serve customers naz & me
changed some stuff on his profile. (eg. Mohammed zaid is feeling sexy!haha!)




and he changed my phone's wallpaper again!
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