the many first days

semester 2.2 officially starts today! & seriously, monday is the source of all evil for my case
since we start at 8am and ends at 5pm. only first days they will release us early , i guess.
i so don't look forward to mondays now. beside that, people/friends kept on calling me little miss stubborn! and i saw stellaaaaaaa!! after like ages, years or even lightyears! where'd you go?

let's see, i smsed janet at 8am to confirm with her some stuff. 'janet, close your eyes & imagine.' i better stop before she comes after me! i'll arrange going home together one day, one fine day! classmates was all cool. hahahaha, i know most of the boys already. but weirdly i knew none of the girls, sooo have to mix around! the girls was fun too. damn funny & they kept on calling me bugger. 'ehhh, talk to me! i'm very bored'

saw the rest of the old mates in the canteen! i was waving like some freak the moment i saw edmund! ehh edmund, be honoured k. the fact that i miss seeing/hanging around with you in class! you'll never know what the 4 of us did ( janet, yishan, azizah & me) . looking at people? or looking out for people? gimme gimme gimme more! ehh i'm gonna miss bursting out to random lyrics with azizah. was released damn early and slacked in library while the rest went for their class. luckily yishan ended early too!

just slacked in the library listening to songs and random surfings! stuff i look forward to most during school hours! moohaha


whois in our class for IS?

azizah!

& i think i'm quite dao sometimes. somebody called out my name 'shilah!' and waved in the library but i just look from the side of my eyes, waved, turn back & walked. like what's wrong with me huh?

happy back to school day! hope your school blues was cured by seeing/meeting your eyecandies respectively! ok, need to do a report now.

hello school!

I'M SCARED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
(screams like a little kid at the top of her lungs)

eh please, i'm not alone. and and i cant check my npmail now!
some problem with the webby, it's a sign!
a sign that tomorrow gonna be a one hella of a ride!

- shilah™ says:
ehhhhh
- shilah™ says:
practical can wear shorts ?
- shilah™ says:
ehh hell why am i asking a guy
- shilah™ says:
sorry sorry
=>Ice Guy<= says:
Lol

*prays*

pingpong

do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? i'm standing on the edge and i don't know what else to give. you got me on my knees.

i just feel like shouting these lyrics to somebody's face. you maybe. no wait, you definitely.

head on straight

underneath the weight of the heavy sky, I will grow my wings. I will learn to fly cause even though my heart is big enough to fly away, underneath the confidence well i will never say "i'm strong enough." do you know? do you know how it feels to be angry? do you know how it feels to be hurt? when you lived all your life for a moment, just to prove that you know what its worth.do you know?

when you trust in appearing tomorrow. when you learn to forgive every day. all the times that you thought could be trusted. in the end of the day, they could all fall away. do you know?

on a slight note: halle berry was hot in catwoman! hah

did i hear you right

sorry if i've caused any hard feelings.
sorry if i've done anything to hurt you in any way.
sorry if you're bruised and battered by the words i've said.
or just not being there at all as a friend.

i know i might have been rude at times,
might have hurt your feelings in anyway without me realising.

friends near and far,it's been a year & here i am
seeking for forgiveness.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, maaf zahir dan batin.

MY NIECE CAN STEAL YOUR MOJO

or donuts,

unfairness exist everywhere, whether you can see it or not.
some people love, some people cry. some people live, some people die
some people run, right into the fire. some people hide, their every disire.
some people fly, some people fall. see, there's always a downside of everything.

other than realising/emoing to the fact stated above, i saw ms waheeda (waheehee)
my sec literature teacher in town with her ... boyfriend!
heh, and she bought gelato from me :D

i remembered during class, we'll be asking her who her boyfriend is & all.
can't blame us kaypohs-kia, it's damn interesting to know about other people's
life sometimes after knowing how much our life suck.

i was like "Miss Waheeda!!" *weird smile that i usually give when i found out something*

random lines from today:
me washing spoons then 'eh, how much hariraya money you giving ar naz?'
naz trying to jaywalk 'eh don't die! you haven't give me hariraya money!'
& i was almost murdered. shit, i'm broke after buying that bag. $159, gonee.

escapade

haven't update for 2-days caused i was out & will not reach home till 3am+
done some shopping for hariraya & school at the same time
went to uncle's kampong on tuesday to help out & i almost died

tried to learn ketupat making but hahaha, failed.
i don't know how to make laa, soo diffcult & confusing.
my first ever lesson on ketupat making since sec 3 and still failed. dope!
afterwhich i started messing around with dad's car.


i was fascinated with this candle thingy caused
it was like lit up from one house to another and and, it was such a cool scene!

yesterday was great! woke up in the morning to go and buy notes/books for school
but the auntie said on friday then it will be ready. lame lar, plus i've got 4 notes to buy.
mum called saying we'll be going out to malaysia again, didn't want to tag along at first,
cause was super tired but decided to follow the very last minute. shopping!

dunkin donuts!

ahh yes, what a way to convert whatever your shopping cost
to SING dollars with a dunkin donut in hand.
feat. my cousin-in-law


WORK LATER! hope all's good.