faster than bacteria

maths paper tomorrow
safe to say, the 1st paper among everything.
i'm not fully prepared though cause
i've yet to set to exams mood

now i know how it feels like to go to 'war' unprepared
like how the russians did during world war 1.
how they were short of weapons & even proper clothing/armour for war.

& did they win in the end ?
no.

they blamed the Tsar (king) for their loss
but do i have anyone/anything to blame for my loss later?

i will always be 'shut down' when people asked me,
where's the old hardworking shilah i know?
long gone

plus, i don't see myself as hardworking all these while

best of luck anyways