ignorance

i guess i'm pretty much ignorant to my surroundings as well
well, to a certain extent.

i tend to hurt myself w/o knowing it ?
like how my hand was bleeding on the way back home yesterday
& i only realised about it in 184, trying to wipe away/ stop the bleeding
by using the other hand.

cause i didn't bring any tissues, hah
& the thing was that i didn't feel any pain at first
till i realised it.

fell sick today & mom 'caught' me
she asked me not to go to school & just rest at home.
called up ling fei and she was pretty shocked at my croaking voice.
hahahahaha, wth!

shilah, you don't have the time to be sick
being sick = wasting of time resting

& i've tried my best