point of view

the cab drove pass ngeeann at 2am++ just now &
i realised that ngeeann looked very scary at night
i don't know, maybe it's because:

1) i don't have a sense of belonging there
2) i went through some life-changing experience ( as in bad )
3) i started to see a decline in my attitude towards studying
4) i still wish i should have stayed in jc longer ( regrets )
5) i dread going to school
6) maybe it's because it's in the wee morning
7) blahhh, a typical "don't know"

but however, the people whom i met there made me strong.
many thanks.

ughhhhhhh. maybe i really don't like you.