i cant hold my head up high

i kept my mouth shut from the start
i guess i left you in the dark
you thought you knew me but you don't
you say you'll love me but you wont

i kept my mouth shut for too long
all this time you got me wrong
now we're in this way too far
i'm about to break your heart
tear everything we had apart

won't keep my mouth shut anymore

i'll make it on my own
i'll find my paradise

look, late nights won't do me any good
emo songs and bang! stuff will just come hitting me
shall do some running around the area soon
the need to hang myself upside down.