in this lifetime, do you know why?

it's not like everyday you just feel like listening to acoustic songs
& just forget how life has been for you so far.

i realised that i tend to talk/crap/shout alot, but 'me' talk rarely exist.
it'll will be avoided somehow each time. i like it that way but people can always try.

i think i'm one of the worse person you could ever find in finding words to describe things.
plus, when people say "huh?! again? what?" i'll thought that i've said something wrong or bad
& thus will not repeat what i've just said. yesssssss. might be tall but i'm rather short on confidence & everything.

& people can bring me down easily cause i can get affected by anything.
even though it doesn't relate to me.

i'm very much a vulnerable idiot.