pig out

Common test finally ended.

It feels like as if I've just seated for tsunami, never-ending & forever-taking papers.
at last, my freedom is back! but still, gonna do badly for this common test though.
i had too much fun. oh well..

after FOOP paper, when Seoul Garden at Marina with 1A3 people.
13 of us going around in groups is sure super-cool.
hahahaha.
booked seats at Seoul Garden since it's full-house and walked around for like 15-mins being weird
& also to withdraw money. $$$$$$$$$

Ate till we're like super full and also took alot photos in between!
hahahaha.
and I assure you, Edmund and Azizah can't see each other!
they'll start arguing.
even over the smallest stupid thing like,peeling of prawns.
dhiya peeled all prawns for me! yay!







SEOUL GARDEN

















was in Seoul Garden for like 3 hours before we move on to Raffles to buy doughnuts from doughnuts factory.
waited for like another 3 hours to get some bloody doughnuts.
even while waiting for doughnuts, we've made new friends!
hahaha the people who were lining up behind us were like super friendly!
should do this more often.
(:

the toilet in Raffles is always full.

got our doughnuts around 8pm ++ and went off to Airport to send Gavin off.
i don't know him lah, but heis my friend's friend.. soo yaa.. counted too!
Dhiya left us since she has to go home as it's already night.
soo off left me, azizah, janet & edmund to airport.
and ohh, we saw LingFei at Tanah Merah MRT. she's going to airport too so we went together!

saw my cousin at the airport and i was like 0.0!!
talked for awhile.
didn't take photos at the airport!
and i wanna go overseas alone someday!
like as in, solo departure, solo flight, solo living, solo-EVERYTHING!

being alone & start anew would be great.

kinda tired right now and there's work tomorrow!
you know how to reach me people!

there's this period of time when i said "i don't care anymore. heck! fail, fail lah."
but the truth, "i still care."

there's this period of time when i said, "fail? just retake lah."
but the truth is, "i suck and don't wanna go through it all over again."

there's this period of time when i said, "aiyahh, never mind still can make it."
but the truth is, "i ain't gonna make it."

there's also this period of time when i said, "never mind. still can pass."
when the truth is, " i didn't do a whole lot of question."

it's not like as if i didn't study.
i did.. i bloody hell did.
why do papers have to break me this way.
i just cant take it when my competency level is being tested.

everything will be so yesterday by tomorrow.
i'm fine.
(:

Just when things start to be going well for you,
life has to bring it down once again.

my uncle is a cripple now, both of his legs has to be amputated to knee length.
Alone at home since family rushed over to the hospital.
might be visitting him on sunday morning.

i'm kinda commentless & have a whole lot of feelings at once.

but everything gotta wait till i finish my papers.

off to getting a few mugshots.

till then;

ask me nothing.
life just been fucked.

ask me nothing & i'll be forever grateful.
i didn't know i was that bad till today.

presence of MIA-ing as of now.

much thanks & hope life been good for you.

great, just woke up from a short nap to see my table in a state of war.




















tranferred laptop to my study table as i was lazy to turn around every single sec.

and i prefer to listen to the music by using earphones instead since some bloody sister said it was too noisy. yeah right.








































more papers under the table.




















great, just great.

where should i start now?
I just hate it when i have to sit for like 5 bloody papers in one shot.

need to get back to getting things organise now. TP paper in few hours time. I've stopped revising for it already. been mugging on engineering maths for the past bloody hours.

oh god, please please please dont be sooo mean to me tomorrow.

not confident for any of the papers to make matter worse.

ok, maybe i shouldn't complain much but..

bloody hell.

hey!

ok, i'm exceptionally high right now and god knows why. Janet will punch me on monday as i've asked her to punch me. hahaha yeah i'm that high.

alright.

and so, had a long day today and didn't go gym-ing this morning. Woke up at 8am to continue studying and met Janet at 11am at Lot 1 to pass her the money i borrowed from her. hahah. thanks for helping me pay in the first place janet. and I must say Giordano was very busy today. Bought lunch at Lot 1 for family and took lrt home. Been ages since I last ride on the lrt. wooo.

reached home and ate lunch (packed food) with family but i didn't talk much. Quickly eat and went straight to my room to continue revision again. TP sucks! I can't remember the formulas. I'm losing my touch on memorising stuff. yup, i suck.haha k.

drank 2 cans of redbulls while studying to keep me up & awake. I seriously need it. I bought like 2 cartons and I don't think 8 bottles can last me for 5 days papers? yeahh, might be getting more.

Did 2 past year papers, and might re-do it again tomorrow, for now, gonna slowly memorise all the formulas while i'm in bed. yeahh, and might generally doze off to dreamland ever so often!

maybe will take a break first and start memorising at 4am. by hook or by crook, need to complete TP revision by tonight. and do another round of past year papers tomorrow and then start on maths revision at the same time. (*plans)

felt slightly confident about TP now, but need to do alot more and this is only the first paper.

and i did this while doing one of the past year papers;

1000kHz - 10kHz = 950kHz.

after which i did the entire question wrongly and needed like half an hour to figure where i went wrong. gahhhhhhhh!

Did you know that shilah stills put books under her pillows when she's asleep?
she believes that she 'might' actually study it while asleep & in her dreams.

stupid i know. 0.0

dear god.

please make me better.
i'm not confident of anything right now.
esp when I kept on making the same fucking mistakes again.

this sucks.

Friday, can you quickly come ?!
so that i can start slacking & have my life back.
at least friday is something that i can look forward too.
yay!

o.0