hold on

we don’t have time left to regret
it will take more than common sense
so stop your wondering take a stand
theres more to life than just to live

cause an empty room can be so loud
its too many tears to drown them out

when it falls apart
& your feeling lost
all your hope is gone

have faith & restart

motivation for waking up in the morning

DEL paper was crap.
sooo crappy that i started to write crappy answers
hah, whatever lah,
i'm done & over with it.

just hope for the best!

section A was difficult while section B was seemingly quite easy.
bahhh, whatever!

azizah & dhiya laughed at me when i tried speaking in malay!
maybe the way i put my sentence was weird
ahhhh! that sucks

the journey home with dhiya was atrocious
we sat at the very far back & i was the middle one.
then there's this 2 human that were comparing their DEL answers.
& i was trying very hard to sleep, but listening to them
comparing their answers were like wth ?
sms-ed dhiya : " i swear if murdering people is not a crime, i would have kill them"

then went to plaza to buy some snacks.
then we visited Missy Donut
& i swore the workers there wanted to kill me.

we stood at the very front, looking at them packing the donuts.
at the cashier, there's this mom & daughter choosing their donuts.
me & dhiya, stood there and look ( kaypohs )
then,

me: " since when did the donuts get smaller than before ?"
*drinking bubble tea & stared at the people who turned around*

it was only meant for dhiya to hear,
but the cashier, daughter & mom duo turned around and looked at me!

me : " oppps, omg did i say it too loud ?"
dhiya: *laughs*

& we quickly walked off to save my ass

i need to plan what to do for my semester break,
wooooot! skating, cycling, swimming, beach!
ice-skateeeee! after exams k!

back to earth now:
alright, slept at 12pm and just woke up at 6pm!
now, all awake to study for ACDA.
2 more to go!


oh yar, i was studying and was erasing something
i guess i erased kinda hard & violent that the table was shaking soo badly
and this card dropped from the top shelf onto my head!
-.-

digital ic terminology

-shilah™ says:
azizahh
-shilah™ says:
DEL ..
-shilah™ says:
omg
` SILENT TREASURES - says:
your's omg.
` SILENT TREASURES - says:
mine omg omg omg omg ler.
` SILENT TREASURES - says:
HURHURHURHURHURHUR.
` SILENT TREASURES - says:
i'm just leaving it all to fate!

oh god! please please let us have an easy DEL paper tomorrow!
we need it ! ok maybe, I NEED IT !

please please ! i need it big time !

i've been good for a year. ( right ? )
ohh come on!

ahhhh! screw DEL, die die DEL!
so much for "Damn Easy Lah!" ( DEL )

more dead reports about the paper itself tomorrow.
amin.

diverted attention

alright, so i woke up at 12pm today
instead of the planned 8am
heh. whatever!

afterwhich, i went to cook as i was dead hungry.
managed to cook myself some spaghetti
i can cook eh !

so now, staring at DEL book starting backwards.
so it's gonna be chapter 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
& some past year exams papers
all by tomorrow. kamikaze
-.-

yesterday night, i took a cab whose cab driver lives in the same block as me

& yes, azizah ! happy birthday!



hope all's good!

stay the same

feelings come & go,
so does people.

things change, thinkings change & people change.

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy,
for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves;
we must die in one life before we can enter into another.

even you're going through some changes, shilah

so what will stay the same?

(& yes, ct i need to talk to you.
it's about thessa from hangout)

faster than bacteria

maths paper tomorrow
safe to say, the 1st paper among everything.
i'm not fully prepared though cause
i've yet to set to exams mood

now i know how it feels like to go to 'war' unprepared
like how the russians did during world war 1.
how they were short of weapons & even proper clothing/armour for war.

& did they win in the end ?
no.

they blamed the Tsar (king) for their loss
but do i have anyone/anything to blame for my loss later?

i will always be 'shut down' when people asked me,
where's the old hardworking shilah i know?
long gone

plus, i don't see myself as hardworking all these while

best of luck anyways

when you look me in the eyes

the damage is done,
now it's your turn to cry shilah.
& don't worry,
maybe it's just stress & thinking too much