crashing SMU

i dont understand why i woke up at 1.36pm, (thanks to someone's phonecall hahaha!)
yet im still feeling drowsy. cant sleep yesterday for whatever reason so
just stoned in bed. shit, my head really hurts.

went to school just for 3 pathetic hours yday. like rubbish.
starts at 9am & by 11am, i'm done. totally rubbish.
but that huichi was being sucha ass & asked me to wait with her for her friend,
only to find out that he friend's lessons ends at 4pm instead of 12pm. ohmy...GOD!

anyways! crashed SMU for the very 1st time yday. sehh!
tried to act as normal as possible, but somebody wasn't helping. -.-
there were buttons that need to be pressed so that the sliding door will open,
but somebody didn't tell me. great, paiseh. and i think the sensorize escalator are
damn cool, will make 'fat' people feel super great if the escalator moves slowly. why?
i think they used sensor to sense the weight of users so that it'll move faster if not,
it will move damnn slow. = to didn't sense the weight.

then then, walked around SMU. shiqi being a good guide.
thanks yo!

ehh this is the only pic. i took at SMU!

ughhh, think i'll be going back to bed.
but but still have informal lab report that needs to be done.
shit, whatever. this is not the right time to be sick.

weeks

i'm starting to hate my fav. books, my fav. songs
i'm starting to hate my fav. day, & my fav. time.
i'm starting to hate my fav. hangout & my fav hobbies
i'm starting to hate every little bit of everything.

really damn sick. this is not the right time to be sick. like seriously... the more i talk to those asses, the more fucked up i become. i don't even understand why some people can be damn ambitious & hardworking in like 1-semester difference? i don't understand why there's must be someone being sooo over-confident of taking away what i've always wanted? like dont rub it in. i know you're good, sick bastards.

been having weird dreams lately. like 1 today, i dreamt i was walking towards the sea drowning myself. the more dreams i told my mum, the more she'll say "then still want to do the SPI thingy?" *yeah, i told her!* my favourite songs are making me cry. my favourite day and time are making me stress. my favourite hangout & hobbies turned into more of a ... 'work' now.

need to find a way back myself. like what i really want. no more dillydally on life. did that once and look what happened? thus, i have to let go of one for now. maybe just for a few weeks before i've set the foundations of my liferoad journey. need to set my new foundations/surroundings in school first.

thus, it will be quite some time till i work again,
from next week onwards.
many thanks naz.

push the reset button

daughter to father,

i'm tired im tired
should have stop trying long ago, very very long ago.
others are better, way much better.

i dont stand a chance, not even a bit.
should have stop dreaming, should have stop very very long ago.
the higher i set my goals, the harder i fall.

the harder i fall, the more real life becomes.
lets rewind back to the past so that i can reset my
goals & paths.

i want to go back. to reset. to restart.

so sorry.

we have this love-hate friendship!

i secretly stalks azizah!

i'll be looking forward to every wednesday. not only events management was fun but ahem!
woooo. errrr, abit overboard shilah. anyways yeah, today will be the official date N.P.I was formed. & quite true, our group was one of the most prepared group according to lawrence.

quite excited bout it. :D
i should wear my starbucks shirt today! ughhh!

other than that, slacked in the library! and ok nvm, abit weird to blog it here.
personal. will tell you in real-life-action-packed-motion-picture way!


janet looked damn... sick? yishan, be on your guards!

and oh, gloria! the best of luck for O's aite!
don't slackkk! study study but still don't stress luh!
scary.


told you we have this lovehate friendship!

alright, tomorrow is thursday! 2nd week of school gonna be over real soon.
okok, gonna go and study now.

where's my cookie?

hahaha, which one among these 3 supercool people look alike with that animal?
suppose to be cute la, but i guess the 3 of us changed your impression of C.U.T.E.

let's skip all the bad stuff & go straight to the hippy moments.
it's not bad to you but maybe it is to me. it's alright, i'm ok! :D

i finally completed my task today! like 'woop! woop!'.
janet went home with somebody special today! plus, its not planned!
really. i just said *scenario*

me: byee!
he: bye, ehh you going home?
me: yaa?
*stares*
he: me too. *he stares*
*realisation hits me*
me: ehh ok, go back together then!

seeeeee it is sooo NOT planned! but but yeah it's kinda weird in a way.
somebody owns me something! janet!

i realised that most of the people in my class are damn enthu.
they finished their tutorials and stuff right on the very freaking same day!
they finished their lab quiz. & i haven't even started.

scary.. the nerds gonna take over the world.
suddenly, the world turned into a very scary place to live in.
ok ok i better start doing them now!

ay oh ay oh

school was pretty smooth today! hahah weirdly finished the labs damn fast.
like for every lab, WFT MPI & PDPR too. should read everything before every lessons.
shilah, that's a good plan.

another huhuhaha language that you people won't understand.

and oh, janet will be looking forward to every monday start from today onwards.
wahahahaha, 'ehh turn around'- my sms :D

anyways, i know you must be hating me but i hate myself even more.
tend to speak out stuffos too loud forgetting other buggers/spies around!
like omg, i'm like soo soo hated. but somebody also said somebody's name damn loud la.
soo janet, it's truce k? peace yo. ('.')/


this girl up here, kept on calling me crazy & that i behave like dune.
or maybe worse. tsk!

cool simone aka simon. hahahha

other than that, day was pretty cool & slack in the library for a short while
while waiting for others to come. shaeela waited with me! yayness.


btw huichi, braces are damn cool la. just smile with them on!
it's like super cool really! it should be like a new phase now, haha!



alright! time to read back my materials! & oh, some tutorials too.

it's not always easy.

6-foot tall

i just happened to notice that i didn't post anything from hariraya at all.
like what the hell right? how can i ever forgot such stuff, but don't blame me tho.
must be because i was damn enthu for school that i totally forgot bout hariraya'07.
sorry, my bad!


gelatissimomomo.

woop woop!

she's damn chubby please!

hahahhaha, i love his expression on this!

the duo that created much havoc. seriously

1-week of the new semester was kinda ok. nothing much, kinda still in holiday mood.
& i've been sleeping super early ever since school started. cool huh?
the new environment was alright, block30. and i freaking hate mondays.
monday the source of all evil - how true. esp if you have full freaking day.

and guess what, i have been reading all lab WFT, MPI & PDPR since just now
to prepare myself for tomorrow. really fascinating me. woah!
hahaha, errr tomorrow is monday. equals to 'save me now.'

i've been doing things that i didn't expect myself to do.
i know i'm great. (self-ego) scarcasm, get the picture?

one last CUTE pic!



UNDER MY UMBRELLA, ELLA ELLA EH EH EH!!