INTERFERENCE:

today is no school day but yet, i think our group did nothing.
didnt get any email from them yet! wthh lah. & i've already spam their email.
ehhh, ok i think i spammed alot k!

anyways, headed to raffle city to meet edmundyue!
after like soo long. coolness! did nothing much but just studied abit of MCTE
at burger king and helped him with his work stuff too. i think i took too much of his time
cause i seriously don't know what his work stuff is about!
& i've just realised i need to start saving up soon!

then since shiqi is feeling under the weather & can't make it,
decided to go back home! took 75 that goes a long way to bukitpangjang,
instead of the usual 700/190.

long long journey but it's a good solo long journey. can spend time to just
think situation through. yupp =\ i think i should start to cherish & just be happy with
the things i have now, rather than to be down/upset with those that i dont not have. yet longed for.

i don't care whether i will get fat or not, this is my breakfast, lunch & dinner for your info!

i love it when you call.

ATTENTION:
NOORHASHILAH BTE MOHD NOH WILL NOT BE GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!

school was ok today. reached school damn early caused dad send me to school like again.
damn lazy to take bus nowadays. hahaha, yeah ok.

lectures whole day with 1-hour of MCTE tutorial which is like, rubbish.
cause i didn't paid attention to lecture in the morning! ohh yeah, whenever she gave us
breaks in between lectures we'll be doing our own things slowly. heh. not helping.

i need to start reading up again.

after school, went to eat with janet. Took 184, managed to drag ZhiHui(soyabean)
to go dinner together with us. She didn't want to go at first, but i kept on bugging her
during the 184 journey that finally she gave in! hahahha sorry ya.




oh yeah, took alot of pictures in school!
with duneydune. this is such a normal scene for us.
should stop the bad habit! =\


if everyone were to be as helpful as you, as thoughtful as you & as caring as you,
the world would be a better place. but, i dont need all that. thank you for being nice
but somebody needs your more than i do. thank you, friend.

gonna end with one goddamn super unglam pic!


laugh out loud so that the world would be a happier place! :D

too little too late

i was late for 8am class this morning ( but still within the 15-mins waiver), wore sloppy clothes, wore cap to school cause i was soo darn god lazy to wake up earlier, dad send me to school and i was sleeping through the whole journey (not a pretty sight) && all the yawnings in school during lessons. Soldering those wires till i can get wtf? by it. Luckily wenghua helped me in those irritating super small wires that almost made my hand bleed. plus, i was just too lazy for anything today. okay, great monday. haha. tomorrow should be a better tuesday.

good things that gonna happen this week there gonna be no school on wednesday! but but it's also eyecandy day. hahah whatever, shilah.

ehh so nice! yishan gonna get her house repainted. think i need to set a date to revamp my whole room. i need to get out and sleep in the other room with the bigger bed & i think i'm gonna buy my own tv for my room, cause the one i'm currently sharing with my sis is heavily controlled by her. need to buy a desktop ( screen only ) so that i can enlarge my laptop screen onto the bigger desktop. lightings, beanbags & new wardrobe. kk set, my bank gonna be rob by me soon.

feelin mama-ish: IKEA anyone?

& i'm just abit too late. byee, thanks for the memories even though it's only once.
im good like this. fucking good.

crashing SMU

i dont understand why i woke up at 1.36pm, (thanks to someone's phonecall hahaha!)
yet im still feeling drowsy. cant sleep yesterday for whatever reason so
just stoned in bed. shit, my head really hurts.

went to school just for 3 pathetic hours yday. like rubbish.
starts at 9am & by 11am, i'm done. totally rubbish.
but that huichi was being sucha ass & asked me to wait with her for her friend,
only to find out that he friend's lessons ends at 4pm instead of 12pm. ohmy...GOD!

anyways! crashed SMU for the very 1st time yday. sehh!
tried to act as normal as possible, but somebody wasn't helping. -.-
there were buttons that need to be pressed so that the sliding door will open,
but somebody didn't tell me. great, paiseh. and i think the sensorize escalator are
damn cool, will make 'fat' people feel super great if the escalator moves slowly. why?
i think they used sensor to sense the weight of users so that it'll move faster if not,
it will move damnn slow. = to didn't sense the weight.

then then, walked around SMU. shiqi being a good guide.
thanks yo!

ehh this is the only pic. i took at SMU!

ughhh, think i'll be going back to bed.
but but still have informal lab report that needs to be done.
shit, whatever. this is not the right time to be sick.

weeks

i'm starting to hate my fav. books, my fav. songs
i'm starting to hate my fav. day, & my fav. time.
i'm starting to hate my fav. hangout & my fav hobbies
i'm starting to hate every little bit of everything.

really damn sick. this is not the right time to be sick. like seriously... the more i talk to those asses, the more fucked up i become. i don't even understand why some people can be damn ambitious & hardworking in like 1-semester difference? i don't understand why there's must be someone being sooo over-confident of taking away what i've always wanted? like dont rub it in. i know you're good, sick bastards.

been having weird dreams lately. like 1 today, i dreamt i was walking towards the sea drowning myself. the more dreams i told my mum, the more she'll say "then still want to do the SPI thingy?" *yeah, i told her!* my favourite songs are making me cry. my favourite day and time are making me stress. my favourite hangout & hobbies turned into more of a ... 'work' now.

need to find a way back myself. like what i really want. no more dillydally on life. did that once and look what happened? thus, i have to let go of one for now. maybe just for a few weeks before i've set the foundations of my liferoad journey. need to set my new foundations/surroundings in school first.

thus, it will be quite some time till i work again,
from next week onwards.
many thanks naz.

push the reset button

daughter to father,

i'm tired im tired
should have stop trying long ago, very very long ago.
others are better, way much better.

i dont stand a chance, not even a bit.
should have stop dreaming, should have stop very very long ago.
the higher i set my goals, the harder i fall.

the harder i fall, the more real life becomes.
lets rewind back to the past so that i can reset my
goals & paths.

i want to go back. to reset. to restart.

so sorry.

we have this love-hate friendship!

i secretly stalks azizah!

i'll be looking forward to every wednesday. not only events management was fun but ahem!
woooo. errrr, abit overboard shilah. anyways yeah, today will be the official date N.P.I was formed. & quite true, our group was one of the most prepared group according to lawrence.

quite excited bout it. :D
i should wear my starbucks shirt today! ughhh!

other than that, slacked in the library! and ok nvm, abit weird to blog it here.
personal. will tell you in real-life-action-packed-motion-picture way!


janet looked damn... sick? yishan, be on your guards!

and oh, gloria! the best of luck for O's aite!
don't slackkk! study study but still don't stress luh!
scary.


told you we have this lovehate friendship!

alright, tomorrow is thursday! 2nd week of school gonna be over real soon.
okok, gonna go and study now.