feel good inc.

let's just take it as if, i've been busy enough
that i've actually forgotten what actually happened today.
heh.

hope life been gooooood!

in this hell

fuck all one by one
just shoot yourself.

differently

worked in the day-shift today.
was damn glad that farid came last minute,
caused can you imagine only me & jasmine came to work?
& jasmine was supposed to make gelato.

but the actualy fact was that, farid saw the schedule wrongly.
haha! he was supposed to start work at 6pm, but he came at 2pm.
whatever it is, thank you for helping.

work was ok, i guess.
the munchkin donuts people were cool too.
hahaha, they kept on borrowing our 'bell' & they rang it damn soft.
till i asked farid to go to their kiosk to ring the bell. as in, help.

some people are easily conned in trading items.
the munchkins donuts people exchanged a half-dozen of donuts
for 3 cups of gelato. hah! wthh.

hohoho, & daddy came to visit halfway through the shift.
quite cool since he asked how i've been doing. =\
by 5pm i was already dead beat. & just kept quiet the whole way through.
& today was the earliest time i reach home after work. can't take it.


hah!

oreo is the best, seriously.

the one who made the trade possible!
despite the fact that we were being conned in return.

totally forgot bout this song,
till somebody randomly played edmundyue's cd.

i'm super duper uber tired.
of everything.


let's try & save the last smiley.

ohmygahh

alright, retail therapy helps alot.
i just realised that few moments ago.

i think i practically didn't sleep the whole day
slept at around 3.45am ( i think)then, roll all over trying my best to sleep.
then 4am, mum woke me up for supper.
6am sis & dad was making so much noise that i was forced to just
stare at the ceiling while trying to sleep.
omg, then i had to wake up at 9am.

zombie who just came back from the dead was serving customers.
niceeee. plus the non-stop yawnings.

and the zombie was soo nice enough to try & cover up
the loss from yday night, that she eventually lost track and end up
having alot of 'excess' money. the more the better right. tsk!

went shopping after work & was pretty happy bout it.
okkk, enough shopping for school. nothing much anyways.

workkkk tomorrow from 1-6pm.
& i don't think i should work next week.

soo much better than began

i believe i'm the same
i get caried away
it's alright, i'm ok
i'm relieved i'm relaxed
i'll get over it yet.

the probability of me being able to wake up at 9am, seems super low.
it's 3.09am now & i've yet to sleep! oh well.

it's kinda good to know that,
you had everything once then some downfall where you lost everything
then try to build up your life again from whatever is left.
but sure enough, the pain of losing everything from your life hurts like hell.

i've always wondered which hurts more:
losing everything or,
have nothing at all.

but i only know, losing everything i once had was bad enough.
i don't want to go back there again.we're still trying to recover from it.
it's not a small sum.

why is life like this

please, tell me what to do to lighten up my load.
i have no fucking idea which hurts more.
i guess life might be peculiar at first glance, but thats just the enhance.
i'll be able to end all the pain, one day when the curtains fall.
one after another.

phy says:
u want to talk about it?
phy says:
I KNOW! we can play tic tac toe to destress
phy says:
or we can bitch about those virtual uno players
phy says:
or we can go to the bermuda triangle
phy says:
with our magnificient ship
phy says:
we can call it the tic tac toe ship
phy says:
or do you want purple pearl.
phy says:
or bubble tea pearls?!
phy says:
i'm here if you wanna talk okay:]
phy says:
or if u want to ignore the problem and pretend it doesn't exist i can pretend with you
i'm good at playing pretend

many thanks & gahhh, work later, tomorrow & the day after.

shilah the great

shilah the great totally don't know about her working schedule for this week,
as in didn't memorise like she used to.
& so for today, the great one assumed that she starts work at 6pm
but bloody hell, she supposed to start at 12pm!

& she was still sleeping at 1pm till the higher power called her.

seeeeee, told you i was great!
a great loser that is.
& there was munchkins donuts just now!

ai[shim maya] - sweets galore. =D says:
why not? XD
-*9mil shilah™ says:
yeahh .. lets be young again
ai[shim maya] - sweets galore. =D says:
yeap!!! i can still rmb both of us playing that canoeing thingy
ai[shim maya] - sweets galore. =D says:
last time
ai[shim maya] - sweets galore. =D says:
XD
-*9mil shilah™ says:
omgg
-*9mil shilah™ says:
and we don't even know what we were really doing lahh
ai[shim maya] - sweets galore. =D says:
XD... it was chaos
-*9mil shilah™ says:
lol anyhow paddle siaaaa

just paddleeee