hey.

and so, I already planned not to sleep tonight. Gonna mug AEL like shit. yup, I'm NOT gonna sleep and that's not something new ain't it ? I rather stay awake for 24-hours today than tomorrow cause Monday will be the paper and imagine taking a paper when you're already like a zombie.

I've covered 2 chapters out of 6 overall. Including some tutorials at the back of the book. I'm left with 4 chapters more and tons of past examination papers.

I can't wait to to see the fall of you and the rise of me. What goes around comes around.

heard of that line before? I guess you won't understand it.

speak soon.

hey!

sorry for the lack of update people. Been busy mugging for papers after papers. yup, that's life! can't get away with it. (;

O level results were out today and Abel is apprently the top scorer for wsss ? 7 pointer i think ? according to Jing min. Thanks for the info.

so 1 paper down and 1 more to go! the worst of the worst paper you could ever get, AEL. everybody's weakness. yeah.. it's that bad! and the lecturers are NEVER interesting. so yeah.. every students' nightmare came to life.

planning to start studying at 9 or 10 since I'm still having eg2-s in my nutcase head right now. Its like I'm still in eg2 mood. hahahaha. went its already over like hours ago. The paper ws a breeze EXCEPT the very last question. so yeah no more dinstinction. boo-hoo. plus, we sat for the paper at SIM grand hall (it's not that grand, believe me). New environment, new experience.

yup. gonna mug for ael sooner or later. not that I have a choice. gonna go jogging tomorrow morning. oh wait, no no not jogging but dancing in my own room. a fun-ner way to do things the easier way!

hope life been good!

speak soon.

hey !

been busy mugging. even though I have yet to finish up eg2. like bahhh. slowly win the race yeah?

I went shopping with both parents yesterday. In town. Even though initially went to CBD to pay the taxes for my parents car. hahahaha. I almost said "my" car there. Don't worry shilah, soon .. soon.. SOON !!

I think I'm gonna be broke. Spent like $200 in one day. bought some shirts, skirts, pants, bags, and some other what not. *heartbreaks.

Nothing much to update right now. Been studying since 12pm even though initially I wanted to wake up at 8am to study. and yup, I can't sleep at night and kept on thinking what if I fail. yeah.. what IF i fail ?

old picture up there. ^^ Gonna add more pictures in the next update. count yourself as lucky being able to see me in my working uniform. well, not the gelatissimo people though. you know who you are.

tag the tagboard and show me some love. XD

speak soon.

hey

and so, I'm sick right now. I can't talk. Ok right, I can talk but it will just be some high-squeaky whisper. Plus, my throat is in pain to even say a word.

so in case anybody see me down the road and I didn't even say the normal cheerful 'hi' get the picture alright ?

Had aem paper yesterday( yeah I did sit for it and what a regret). I shouldn't have even came in the first place, I can't even do a single question. I didn't even studied for it. and for those that came out which I assume i knew how to do, I just go blank the very last minute.

the moral of the story is, never go to a war unprepared ! that include papers too.

battery life is only 16 % now. too lazy to charge it up plus i'm sleepy. stupid medicine that will make me high.

speak soon.

hey.

you know what really touches me ? To see those who once failed their AEM1 paper for the common test and now studying very hard for the examination. Its like no matter whether they failed or what, they still have the fighting spirit to carry on.

Reminds me of the $50 dollar bill story told by a maths teacher of mine sec school. Not sure whether you remember this.

While what really makes me mad is the one who passed her AEM1 for the common test and now feels like leaving and quiting it half-way through. It's like a stupid decision for her. Plus now I'm not gonna be 'her' again. It may be too late but here I am mugging and self-study. It's not something new to self-study.

She can be someone whois above than the rest. Out of ordinary, challenge herself to be the best. Yet, she wanted to let it all go. It stupid of her and she should jolly-well slap herself right now.

Thanks for those who really make me receive my wake-up call. I realised its not me, the one who gave up that easily. It's just not me. I've set my goal and I'll try my very best to achieve it. and I can officially and safely say, I've started my mugging as of today.

Together with the faith I have in myself,I'll shall fight till the very last end.

I shall shut myself from the outside world starting this moment. If I were to fail, I only have myself to blame. Nothing/No-one else but me.

speak soon.

hey.











and so, I've made a new banner for my friendster so that it could link back to my blog!

I got my hands on Photoshop CS and seriously my photoshop addiction gonna return in a few days time. It's been long since I photoshop-ed. Kinda miss it and it hard for me to find new inpiration to whip up some new graphics. May take some time.

So everyone was practically cursing blogger yesterday. Blogger was having some stupid problem and yeah, everyone was asking each other "eh, can you go to your blog?" blogger..blogger..

another technical fault happened in MSN too. Some people were sending some link to other msn-ers. some people clicked that link while some don't. but one special case is I didn't receive any link from anybody. so I was like "huh? who gave a link" when some people came to me and ask "ehh, what she send? I go and clicked leh" seriously I have no idea people.

last but not least, check your hard-disk people! and get your norton antivirus up and running!

better to be safe than sorry.

speak soon.

hey.

and so yesterday I was making a long post when suddenly blogger went against me !

Have I done anything wrong against you stupid blogger ?

you pissed me off and so I don't feel like typing right now.

die you blogger !

speak soon people.