hey

and so, I'm sick right now. I can't talk. Ok right, I can talk but it will just be some high-squeaky whisper. Plus, my throat is in pain to even say a word.

so in case anybody see me down the road and I didn't even say the normal cheerful 'hi' get the picture alright ?

Had aem paper yesterday( yeah I did sit for it and what a regret). I shouldn't have even came in the first place, I can't even do a single question. I didn't even studied for it. and for those that came out which I assume i knew how to do, I just go blank the very last minute.

the moral of the story is, never go to a war unprepared ! that include papers too.

battery life is only 16 % now. too lazy to charge it up plus i'm sleepy. stupid medicine that will make me high.

speak soon.

hey.

you know what really touches me ? To see those who once failed their AEM1 paper for the common test and now studying very hard for the examination. Its like no matter whether they failed or what, they still have the fighting spirit to carry on.

Reminds me of the $50 dollar bill story told by a maths teacher of mine sec school. Not sure whether you remember this.

While what really makes me mad is the one who passed her AEM1 for the common test and now feels like leaving and quiting it half-way through. It's like a stupid decision for her. Plus now I'm not gonna be 'her' again. It may be too late but here I am mugging and self-study. It's not something new to self-study.

She can be someone whois above than the rest. Out of ordinary, challenge herself to be the best. Yet, she wanted to let it all go. It stupid of her and she should jolly-well slap herself right now.

Thanks for those who really make me receive my wake-up call. I realised its not me, the one who gave up that easily. It's just not me. I've set my goal and I'll try my very best to achieve it. and I can officially and safely say, I've started my mugging as of today.

Together with the faith I have in myself,I'll shall fight till the very last end.

I shall shut myself from the outside world starting this moment. If I were to fail, I only have myself to blame. Nothing/No-one else but me.

speak soon.

hey.











and so, I've made a new banner for my friendster so that it could link back to my blog!

I got my hands on Photoshop CS and seriously my photoshop addiction gonna return in a few days time. It's been long since I photoshop-ed. Kinda miss it and it hard for me to find new inpiration to whip up some new graphics. May take some time.

So everyone was practically cursing blogger yesterday. Blogger was having some stupid problem and yeah, everyone was asking each other "eh, can you go to your blog?" blogger..blogger..

another technical fault happened in MSN too. Some people were sending some link to other msn-ers. some people clicked that link while some don't. but one special case is I didn't receive any link from anybody. so I was like "huh? who gave a link" when some people came to me and ask "ehh, what she send? I go and clicked leh" seriously I have no idea people.

last but not least, check your hard-disk people! and get your norton antivirus up and running!

better to be safe than sorry.

speak soon.

hey.

and so yesterday I was making a long post when suddenly blogger went against me !

Have I done anything wrong against you stupid blogger ?

you pissed me off and so I don't feel like typing right now.

die you blogger !

speak soon people.

hey.

didn't have time to blog yesterday. was too lazy I assume ? I don't know. ahahaha.

Went to school was alright. Suppose to woke up at 7.45am cause lessons starts at 10 but instead i woke up at 8.30am. It was like I thought I was going to be late but the truth is, I'm one of those earliest down there. like .... *speechless* well, you get the idea. bahhh.

Compro was alright, revisions after revisions was all that we did. In order to prepare for our practical test which I'm not very sure how I feel bout it right now cause I'm having goosebumps and butterflies and whatever hell that suits the picture. Studying is always never enough. and god! I'm sleepy.

There's like a small little stage near the atrium in ngeeann. The funny thing was that we pretended that it was a wedding ceremony! & guess who's wedding?Well, you're right.. moi!hahahahaha. typical nonsense. my wedding with...with...WITH... i don't know.

it's like we crap-ed ourselves the way to class and the way home.

and oh! I have a question, should I quit my Advance Engineering Maths now? I mean its like not everyone are eligible to take it, but the thing is, I don't have time for it. I don't even have time for my 'normal' modules. I don't want my other modules to suffer just because of this extra module.

but..

hell, I have no idea.

p.s: I passed my eg2 quiz even though I didn't study for it? like 0.0

speak soon.

hey.

working yesterday was alright. I saw 2 actresses. One is Cynthia Koh ( I served her) and the other is erm.. I cant remember her name but I know she was "wan-wan" in Holland V. ahahaha. I know I suck.

Went home soon after and to my mum's surprise I reached Bukit Panjang at around 11.45pm rather than the usual 12pm ++ if I took train. The moral of the story is, the journey from town to Bukit Panjang is faster on bus rather than the boring old train.

Yesterday only had 1 idiotic customer. like bahhh, I don't feel like typing.

I've yet to start on revision. which clearly states I'm digging my own grave. Most probably I'll start this monday ? Maybe yes..

maybe no...

speak soon.

hey.

so I was working yesterday till 11pm. In the middle of working, I had a cramp on my lower left abdomen. That explains why I'm always siting down. No offence but yeah, I didn't feel like telling anyone. ahahahahaha.

collected my pay yesterday. and oh, Jasmine ! You're so pretty, you're so cute, you're so hardworking. *winks hahahahahahaha.

will be having examination break for 2 weeks starts next week. awww, that gonna hurt my pocket. like seriously hurt but in time to come after examination, I'm so gonna slog! cause I'm gonna miss scooping gelatos for 2 weeks and also to see all the "oh-so-good" customers and also not forgetting the "oh-so-fuck-up" customers. hmmmm.

and also the rest of the company and not forgetting our beloved daddy.

hope you readers can sense the scarcasm there.

I woke up around 11am to try and do my AEL online tutorial only to come upon a screen saying the page cannot be display. idiot. It's not everyday shilah is this hardworking and the mel has to be under repair on the very same day when shilah is very hardworking. god.

loving the song I've uploaded in my blog. don't know why but yeah, my choice of music has been very mellow. yeah that sucks.

chinese new year coming. invitations anyone? hahahaha. kidding.

have fun &

speak soon.