hey!

okay people, I such a total sucker today. I totally spaced about my TP test 1 tomorrow and I haven't even touch that bloody book to revise. and worse come to worse, I'm supposed to work tonight. what the hell lahh.

So, I had to sms naz about not being able to come down for work and feel 12104032859743964 x very bad about it. I suck. How can I be sooo irresponsible? fuck!

Won't be able to tag along for Mothers' Day dinner too since I have to study like some ass. yeah great, everybody goes except me. niceee. I love today. My dad didn't allow me to go out since he said "you have to study" with those big big god-damn eyes of his. dammit lahh.. it's just a stupid test, not yet the bloody examinations.

Damn test, damn telemunications & damn me for being so stupid.

All the test & common test coming up. Life gonna be one hella'of'a ride. I shall stop complaining here. I'll go and bang my head against the wall or something.

Just shoot me if I fail this test and I'll forever be grateful to you.

thanks.



'Cause you know,you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Far Away-Nickleback

hey.

you know sometimes, I wish I was a robot. I will feel no pain, no fatigue, no stress, no worries and yes overall being monotonous and not being super sian over anything.

gahhhhhhhh.

I wanna go to and hang myself upside down on a monkey bar/pulls-up bar and let all the blood flows to my brain, overflowing my tiny skull and just be sick and be numb to everything else that hurts.

band was super tiring yet fruitful. Ended early since Mr Tan wanted to celebrate Mothers' Day at home. hahahahaha. wthh! since I have some time to spare, went on an ice-cream date with Janet in canteen 1. hahahaa. tried the new "choco-love" by cornetto. will try "tira-miss-you" soon! (: cute names. then off I went to work and reach at around 5.15pm.

work work, and did cut-and-paste! and omg lahh.. while doing cut-and -paste, fridge 1 (or was it 3?) was off all along! I became super panic and edmund wasnt helping at all. He was saying how the shop gonna be close tomorrow cause everything gonna melt and everyone going to blame me. Rachel said he was mean. He is though for that moment! There's like 10 SHAPED gelato in that bloody fridge already. and i seriously saw the fridge was switch "on" and in fact, there was already 2 full gelato in it before I start cut-and-paste.

shilah: How I wish you're doing cut-and-paste now, and the fridge will be off instead of me!!
Ed: It will never happen shilah. *confident*
shilah: What the hell lah!
rachelchan: It will happen while you're making gelato then!
shilah: woohooo rachel rocks!! *laughs*

Gonna do online tutorial now. dammnn! many things undone =\ and some stupid retard just nudged me on msn while I'm typing this entry. TWICE! im off to killing someone now while doing tutorials.

speak soon.



















Existentialism would love this.

hey.

sorry for the long hiatus. Was super busy this week and I realised my only day of break (as in after school, no work, band na-uh) was just Tuesday. Other than that, I wont be home till late night. yup.

Quizzes and common test are just around the corner. and I realised I sure sound like some geek blogging about school right here, so enough said! oh ya, changed of blog url since I wanna stay low profile and yeah, if you've reach at this very page, congratulation!

Band was super fun yet tiring. Band camp coming up very soonnn! hahaha my first camp after like ages of un-camping! wooooo. *noobness* and I can't believed I became a victim yesterday in band. I hope the rumour won't spread any further. please people! It's just a comment. duhhhh!

I realised that sometimes those who look super dao are not that dao. In fact, they're super friendly. hahahahaha. okay, like..

he:"yo yo yo" (walk pass)
me:*not looking, not hearing anything*
he:(looks back) "yo yo!"(waves)
me:"huh? ohhh hi!"

hahahahahahaha. okay lahh, my bad!

and I think I'm gonna kill Edmund cause he just reminded/counted the number of day that I was late for school for this week. The freaking results is : I'm late for the whole week this week!

hahahahahahahahaha. ok ok, I'm like sooooo freaking deadd. okay okay, I need a change!

for those who have yet to watch 200 Pounds Beauty, go watch it! go watch it before it ends! hahaha it's super funny ! go watch it *thumbs up* okay next on the list is gonna be Pirates Of The Caribbean and not forgetting Harry Potter. I hope the usual 4A gang remembered the promise. heh. "we will meet 1 year later to watch the next Harry Potter installation okay." hahahaha how cute! -.-

just slap me. o.0

speak soon.

Hey!

Okay, I have like 4 hours of lectures/2 hours of tutorial tomorrow. All the boring modules will all be pack in 1 whole damn day. School starts at 10am and ends at 5pm. After which I have sectional band practice tomorrow and also rush down to help out at work tomorrow night. Hahahaha. Okay, just listing out “what-to-do” list for tomorrow so that I won’t forget a single thing.

Anchovy pizza is gross. Okay, maybe only this particular one. Gahhhhhh. I’m traumatized by it already.

Celebrated Naz’s advance birthday today!















Wooo^^drew by Edmund (edmundo)! hahaha soo cool. looks just like a tattoo ! how I wish tattoo-ing is not a sin. hahahaha okay okay. I'm losing it.

Ok, I’m kinda spaced out on what to blog about now.

Monday tomorrow, we'll have to go through this once more. All round of tiring shots to be dealt with. Thats it man, I'm on. I'm ready for anything. school. Should stop slacking as of this week.

Hope all good!

Speak soon.

okay, I'm kinda hungry right now. To date, this is the tenth days mum didn't cook. =\ I'll managed by cooking some food for myself though. Even if she cooked, I bet the food gonna go to waste though cause most of us do not eat that much at home. It's usually outside food-packed-home.

okay, day started out by going out for band audition. It was freaking long till it's finally my turn. and yes, kinda regretted for hoping it would be my turn soon the moment I entered the audition room. I went all nervous and yes, mind-block. They gave each of us a part to play, as in, a piece you've never see before! diee. soo yes, I just stared at that score and just "oh shit."

played any-oh- how! and the instructor was like super unhappy. He didn't even smile. gahhh.

emo-ed in canteen 1 with the rest of the section and soon Janet, aqeel and this girl (i forgot her name) came to join us. janet trimmed her hair again lah! like omg, the moment she feel emo she will be thinking of cutting her hair. relax. went for practice even half-heartedly.

surprisingly practice was quite fun. yupp. band ended early and the results of the audition is out! I'm in. haaaaaa. okok kill me. But, I still think it's kinda unfair to audition us this way. damn you. I shall skip about band from here onwards. this bores me.

Rush off to work and I wasn't really that late as expected! 6.08pm. I was being corrupted by the other khoo to bully the other khoo. hahahaha. okay lahh. not that bad. I guess. fun fun fun (: and yes, hazelnut chillisimo is still the best! yay! learned some new quotes today. quotes as in weird/funny sentences that some people used.

eg. "are you Apple pie cone?"
"B.I.T.C.H" *walks from one corner to the other*

Did closing and left at around 1.44am.

everything that happened today was "ok-lah" Not much comments on today!

will update when I feel like it.

speak soon.

hey.

a quick update before I'm off to sleep.

How I wish there would be more number of hours in a day. Life been soo hectic with events,practice,school, tutorials and not forgetting my Television Beyond Entertainment project which yet to start! 2 more weeks to upcoming maths quiz and all the many other 'tsunami' of quizzes.

It's already the 3rd week of school and yet I'm slacking like mad. Either way, I should be ready for both the common test and also the naggings. My old time-plan kinda backfired & I should jolly well throw it and make a new one! damn it! anothr failure!

First tutorial gonna start at 8am tomorrow and hope I can wake up by then. Let a stone/rock or whatsoever fall hard on me so that I'll wake up and rush off to school in time. Pleaseee. I beg you. Most probably gonna spend my time in the band room till it's time for work .

Whatsoever, gonna upload pictures in the next post. too tired to upload now.


Busy busy,
run run
no fun, die young.
Any way, the work
gets done.

Hurry hurry, here, there
no fair, grey hair
either way, there's none
to share.

Rush rush, up, down,
to town, round & round
get their way, don't
fuck around.

Work work, sleep sleep
bed, streets, not a peep.
No learning, cause the curve's
too steep.

know how to get through me.

hope life been good.

speak soon.

hey.

two days of my break coming to an end.

Start from tomorrow will be schooling/tutorialing/studying till the next holiday which is 30/05. By then, I would most probably be dead or something. =\ okay maybe life may not be that bad. *positive*

started my day with some mild flu! achooing all over. woke up at 8am to complete my e-tutorial asap. It's my e-learning day remember?

Happy 18th birthday to Her Er. Hope you had a great time today! even though I was like practically sick/down/quiet the whole time lar. I'm not a great company I guess. and yes, spiderman 3 rocks! I so wanna watch it again! Happy Happy 18th buddy! (and shit, everybody is 18 years or older but not me.) 18 18 18 18 18 !!

Went out with Her Er to watch spiderman 3 and also had dinner at Fish & Co. Rushed down to school at 615pm to have some self-band practice. Okay, after which I surprisingly start to hate band for some reasons. I miss my old band. gahhhhhhh. just kill me for saying this.

speaking of which, I have some maths tutorials to complete before it overdue. Oh damn, wait.. it's already overdue. die! I still owned Junius his chocolate. Since he was being so nice in helping me out with my tutorial. how "nice." -.-

Soooo hope/prays/wish I can wake up for tomorrow 11am lecture. I will have some stupid long day in school tomorrow. won't be home till 11pm I guess. *sighh* It's a tough,tough world and cant it get any worse? I need a new motivation!

last but not least, I hate politics.

I realised I have more hates rather than likes for today. damn it. damn the whole thing.

oh well,like Janet would usually say: "emo-ing/DND"

many thanks and bye.